NO MEDS

I can relate to an extent, trust me bro it’s better to be busy than to be bored and dwelling on things.

I feel like this year has made me less tolerant to people’s bullshit in a way, and it’s frustrating as it’s led to me not speaking to certain people anymore. Because otherwise I’d be arguing with them all the time, the way I see it though is if they say and do things we don’t f*** with then they are no real loss

OUT OF MY MIND

My dad is having surgery right now and im just trying to stay distracted. I was supposed to take him but my Mom decided to go instead, she didnt want to be the one home waiting.

im scared as s***, any stuff that has to do with heart surgery worries me so much man. stuff like this has gotten my dad's side of the family more than anything else.

dad had heart surgery back when i was in hs, def was a tough time

if it helps, he's had it twice and is still the same as before. often times the idea of heart surgery is scarier than the reality

hope you and your fam good brodie

We all pulling for him bro!!!

My metabolism shut all the way down in late 2018. I was a solid 160 after HS I’m sitting at 190 now and I hate it.

it's a good thing he went in for the surgery he's likely gonna have to have an emergency heart procedure based on the scoping they just did. We kind of expected this, were hoping for just a new heart stent but it's gonna be a full on double bypass more than likely.. f*** man

good news is, this just put my mind at ease

"The good news is that recent decades have seen a steep drop in serious complications. Today, more than 95 percent of people who undergo coronary bypass surgery do not experience serious complications, and the risk of death immediately after the procedure is only 1–2 percent."

Still scared as f*** though I wont lie

Put your faith in the doctors bro. They are true masters at work, they will get your dad right, and healthier than ever!

i don't know anymore

the only thing tethering me to any consciousness is "to zion" by lauryn and the thought of my parents

i shouldn't be feeling this pit in my stomach but i deserve to feel something

sounds like anxiety bro i got it 24/7 s*** is whack

bro i feel like screaming into the void or breaking a window or some s***

ever tried doing some yoga sometimes it helps me but i feel you it's overwhelming and can lead me to be pressed asf

I've had it with the internet, constant cesspool of negativity

it's bad enough reading other people engage in it but then I come here and it's way worse having s*** directed at you

people will say whatever f***ed up s*** they want to you and don't give a f***, they aren't your friends or your family, they do not give a f*** about you or your well being

yet my dumbass gets bored and continuously comes back here only to get in more arguments

the like button is an enabler and needs to be done away with

I'm done with this site for good after today, don't need this toxicity in my life from anonymous people across the world

no copay for therapy psych up next

@Morenito aww dude i like your posts, regardless whatever you think that will make you the happiest.

F*** this !

I’m so f***ing frustrated

Yea

I hate how stupid and naive I am