Everything f***ing sucks man. starting to think i really need a therapist... or write in a journal. idk why i'm so afraid of those two

I can’t sleep. I’m legitimately that torn up rn. This is the worst man, honestly this is the worst

I’ve lost all drive to do anything really, I’ve been laying in bed most of the past two days. I can’t remember ever being hit this hard with something. What’s going to be most sad is if this is just a mistake and I got myself worked up over nothing. I mean I wouldn’t mind that being the case but I don’t think I’m misreading this here.

I’m sorry in advance guys, I use this thread to vent a lot when stuff in my life gets difficult. I heal best when I’m able to just put my words out there. I know it’s just ramblings to you guys but believe me, I have nobody to talk to irl about these struggles so I’d prefer to atleast get it out there in the open even if it makes 0 sense.

i feel you bruh, don't apologize i'm sure we all understand where you're coming from. i can't talk to anyone i'm close with about my problems like that cause i feel like i'm putting all my weight onto them i avoid it so i don't risk ever making them feel like they have to put distance between us

i don't know what's going on but i sincerely wish you the best through whatever you're going through

Hate my family so much

Moving out would ruin my connection to them but staying is ruining my mental health

appreciate it brother! just trying to be a ear to anyone that needs it.

Writing down my thoughts works for me sometimes. I write it all down, read it, and then burn it. Sounds a little over the top but it relieves the tension.

get it all out bro..

use this thread as a mental punching bag

But in all seriousness, this year zapped alot of motivation from people...But stay strong, don't let your thoughts dictate how you move. Control the mind, dont let it control you!

It’s always something g

I’ll never heal and be normal again

This one really f***ed my head up. This is one I’ll never get over.

really feeling the self hatred today

gonna try to fix up my diet this week it's a goal to aim for i know it isn't going to cure me but i normally feel better when i'm not eating garbage.

been preparing for this interview so i didn't link my dumbass cousins last night to drink n do coke n now they makin fun of me

wish i had normal friends

F***

Hope you been doing good man

This. I mainly lurk on here but you do more than you know by constantly replying to everyone with encouragement. Beautiful soul right here

I been trying. Just relationship stuff. If i was single id be my normal self, but this relationship stuff + covid really been weighing on me...hope you doing good fam!

You good man?

let them self destruct fam...focus on the bigger picture and trying to be better. they gonna learn one day

trilogy on repeat

facts bro hope we all make it tho i got no hate in my heart <3

cant lie to myself i miss you

Anybody ever hear voices or see people? Happened to me last night and I smashed my TV to pieces because there was people inside of it and I was trying to get them out. I threw it on my front lawn, made a huge scene and ended up in the psychiatric ward