I don't like going home in the morning after my morning shift.. Its too quiet. Never have anything to do. Just me and my thoughts, that's where I'll be crying. So I ust went down the road to a small national park. Got some cudi, fruit and looking at nature. Only bad thing is that I'm alone.

You shouldn't see it as you're putting your friends through this, I don't know your situation, but they should be there for you, no matter where you are or going through.

THIS IS HOW IT GOOOOOOEEES WHEN YOU'RE A DAMAGED MAAAANN

Do these thoughts only happen in the morning when your alone? Or whenever your alone, if you don’t mind me asking

You gonna be alright bro
You gonna overcome everything bro
You gonna win bro

Did you feel better afterward by any chance?

What sparked the argument if you don’t mind talking about it

This gonna be the first Christmas I ever missed in my life with my family

It’s for the best I don’t travel, got a few high risk people in my family.

Christmas was always the one time a year I felt like me, my mom & dad were kinda a family. Gonna suck waking up on the 25th without them, but it will pass!

Just whenever I'm going through s***, I don't get to meet people often, so with what happened last week l, it's not that big of a deal to other people , although I've been lonely for so long l, this one hit hard. I guess I was too hopeful. My feelings for her aren't that strong, so I should be okay. I got 6 weeks holidays coming up, which is good and bad. I'm going away for a week with my sister to Western Australia which I really need, and got good plans for new years. Doing acid thank God.

had a crazy ass day... regret taking adderall

my ex who i been f***ing and talking to messaged me at like 5am, she went to montreal for a trip w her friends and invited a guy who ended up getting drunk n tryna fw her friends and she beefed them n she tryna get me to console her b**** u thought

was a bit jealous but tbh im actually glad i can finally cut this hoe out my life and focus on the good girls in my life who r way better people

universe tryna test me b4 these blessing I hope are on the way. thank u god.

I'm not sure if I felt better, I hadn't cried that much in x amount of years. I wrote almost a page of what I'm going through and needs and wants in life. I'm at work at the moment, so I can't think about it or I'll start crying..

I’m so pathetic

i've given up on myself

Not vacuuming the corner between my room and the living room

Feeling so much better this morning , let’s keep this up gang

Blessings to all of you whatever faith/atheism/religion that you believe in

Why does it feel like seeking help on forums/threads like these makes things lot worse?
I think my anxiety gets hyped when I see other people having issues too. It kinda reminds me of problems that I have but don't usually think about.

I’m a bum bruh