Ready for another girl in my life, don’t know if I’m ready to trust again yet though. Don’t want my opinion of women to be negatively warped due to past experiences though I know better than that.
Just whenever I'm going through s***, I don't get to meet people often, so with what happened last week l, it's not that big of a deal to other people , although I've been lonely for so long l, this one hit hard. I guess I was too hopeful. My feelings for her aren't that strong, so I should be okay. I got 6 weeks holidays coming up, which is good and bad. I'm going away for a week with my sister to Western Australia which I really need, and got good plans for new years. Doing acid thank God.
Ahhh you decided to take the trip with your sister? good for you man, goo clean you conscious and do some exploring. Always good to change the scenario from time to time...share some pics of sites when you go!
Ehh I’m hanging in there. Lost my homie a couple days ago to gun violence.
lost two friends, on in 2018 and one on NYE last year, both to guns man.
I still think of them a few times a month and it hurts, but we all just have to accept the tragedy and celebrate their lives on occasion.
Not vacuuming the corner between my room and the living room
mans arguments like this are so worthless. Words get said, feelings get hurt, tempers flair, and in 2-5 years its barely even a memory. Hope your doing better, and your relationship to your father.
Ready for another girl in my life, don’t know if I’m ready to trust again yet though. Don’t want my opinion of women to be negatively warped due to past experiences though I know better than that.
go for it fam, you never wanna live with "what ifs"
I’m a bum bruh
I feel you, I feel like such a leach to my mom it sucks. I been trynna find a job but getting no calls, atleast im trying I knkw but I could be trying harder
I feel you, I feel like such a leach to my mom it sucks. I been trynna find a job but getting no calls, atleast im trying I knkw but I could be trying harder
i'm searching for work atm too fam just remember we're in the middle of a pandemic and people are being layed off everyday (well..atleast in the uk) and the odds are stacked against us, however if you keep on trying and ignore the rejections then you'll get one sooner or later. it's a numbers game at the end of the day.
how tf do we keep moving
invest in yourself - economically, physically, psychologically, and spiritually.
love yourself and don't be too harsh if you make mistakes just ensure you learn from them and try not to repeat them.
live for today because tomorrow you never know
invest in yourself - economically, physically, psychologically, and spiritually.
love yourself and don't be too harsh if you make mistakes just ensure you learn from them and try not to repeat them.
live for today because tomorrow you never know
thank u fam
I feel like if a girl ever asks me something in the lines of:’’ How was your day 🥰’’ I’d burst into tears. It’s way too much to ask for something like that considering I’m so ugly and worthless tho. I’m sorry.
I think I’m bipolar, or at least manic sometimes. Or maybe I just listen to my own music too much and get so excited about the future that my brain goes into overdrive, I DK cause I don’t have like super low lows unless something like actually bad happens

Smiling through it all, cant believe this is my life!
They doin Creasy dirty nooooooo
Bless up brother you shall be better for it
Ready for another girl in my life, don’t know if I’m ready to trust again yet though. Don’t want my opinion of women to be negatively warped due to past experiences though I know better than that.
While I agree with this, I’m in the given up all hope stage of life

Smiling through it all, cant believe this is my life!
Man what happened here