Almost spazzed out in here

Fell asleep instead

I’m in a constant cycle of up and down. I think the thing that makes it really hard is I have no one to confide in anymore. I’m just out here by myself now and I really feel like it.

This isn’t really a “hey if you wanna talk I’m here for you” type of thing. I appreciate all the sentiment, but it’s not the same. I genuinely miss feeling like someone was always there for me, and actually wanted to see me win in life. And all she wanted back was the same level of devotion, which was always easy to me... Bruh lol, this is so f***ed up lol. My life is so bizarre.... I wish I could make sense of it, the absolute randomness and rarity in my life is truly outrageous... The fact that I even ended up in this situation...

I miss STUFF a f***ing lot.

check your pm's brother

I always have my guard up and the irony is that’s what hurts me the most

Gonna delete my account again on the 31st, being here doesn’t really serve a purpose. I don’t want to be 28 and still on ktt.

That's nice of you, I don't know how many people would actually do something like that. It's not like you're moving to another suburb.

How you like Brazil? Do you plan to stay there or you'll eventually go back to the states with your partner?

Tired of trying man

everyone is welcome to the discord btw, but i'm still gonna b on here it's just the KTT messaging service leaves alot to be desired atleast in my experience.

I'm gonna get right this year.
I'm gonna get back on track this year.

you'll get through this bro. time heals all, make peace with the memories you have of him and be grateful for them, im sorry for your loss

my girls sister passed two days after christmas man, s*** really sucks right now

I'm sorry to hear that, dawg.

@We_Out_Here

@Creasy

discord.gg/qMAWB7EQgA

here's the link that doesn't expire.

like i said to @op i want the MH thread on KTT2 and the discord server to coexist, so there ain't no pressure on anyone to join it's an extra venture if you need support amongst peers.

Much Love, Drogon ❤

pretty sure this is it for me

And yaknow this is why it’s time for me to move on, forreal this time.

My intuition is to come here when I’m sad or it’s late at night. I used to love this site for just random conversations and the people. Now it’s like it lost its luster..

I used to spend tons of time on this site just enjoying s***, even arguments were fun.

Now it’s just different..

I wish I could accurately express how s***ty I have been feeling since December. I lost my drive to be s*** anymore.

I just want to know if she’s okay at this point. Cause I’m easy to keep track of, I meltdown publicly, like so. I just hope she didn’t give up like I have

I felt pretty similar man. Felt like giving up, that I missed my chance to amount to anything.

You really gotta believe in yourself that you can turn it all around. Never doubt your abilities and how it could change for the better in just a mere 24 hours!

i feel that 100%. its just the occasional post here and there for me now. but im nearly at that point where i gotta just stop coming here all together. i don't hang around with msct anymore tbh. lotta new people i don't get to know. feel like i don't need to either.

lookin at all those old posts makes me sad, used to be real expressive, now i'm just cold.