I wanna leave but I'm too scared

what's the point

Had my worst week in a long time.
gonna reconnect with my therapist after a year and probably hop back on ssri's. Just been a ton of loneliness, body dysmorphia/self hatred, hypochondria, and general anxiety lately.

It's about to be my birthday and my 2 favorite friends been just ignoring me, I dont usually have good birthdays anyways but this one is gonna be the worst by far

I thought I was a cool nice friend but I guess that s***s just all imaginary

And i got two red pills
To take the blues away

know it doesn't mean much coming from a random mf on the internet but happy birthday anyway fam ❤️❤️ hope you find a way to enjoy the day anyway you can

ringing in my ears

Forgot to take my meds yesterday

I feel like i'm dying

Thank you

can’t get out of my head

so f***ing frustrated man

word. haven't been severely down bad since i vented that night. no matter how bad this s*** gets i've got to keep it pushing

when i'm on the brink of calling it quits venting here helps. i keep it all to myself until i can't no more, who knows where i would've been had i not had the space to put those thoughts. sometimes things seem worse in my head than they actually are

Im waking up everyday in agony and regret. I hate being so alone. The anxiety makes doing anything so f***ing difficult

Need euthanasia. I'm tired,just wanna leave

try an talk to someone bro

I don’t know what I’m doing.

I’m in a hole and I can’t get out. I feel like I’m dying inside. I don’t know what I’m doing.

What’s the use?

A lot of you are young, teens & early 20’s still. I want to just say that as much as the world around you is constant pressure & hammers home certain things you should have or should be it’s okay. You’re doing great & you deserve the best.
It’s okay to feel the pains & the hurts of it all. That’s a part of it. Mistakes will be made & you’re gonna f*** up. None of that changes the amazing & beautiful soul you are.
You are loved & you have your entire life ahead of you. You’re going to do AMAZING things that only YOU can do because of how special you are & that will bleed into your life’s work.

Love 💜💜💜

anxiety is drowning me sometimes. feel i can't catch up with my life