1st time on mdma felt like I had an epiphany of just how much depression and anxiety was dominating my brain. Really got me to accept it
Was telling my friends I had something to tell them, I didn't end up telling them, but I was going to announce to them I was depressed
u would’ve kill the vibe lmao
Dumped a toxic girlfriend first time I sniffed coke
I’m sorry bro but can we get pics
Dumped a toxic girlfriend first time I sniffed coke
dat white your new toxic girlfriend
just kidding i hope
losing a significant amount of weight on adderall which made me a lot more social and made me take better care and take pride in myself
downside was that i'm pretty sure it caused severe stomach issues from not eating enough and basically going cold turkey on at least 60% of my daily intake of food
Man I really wanna try shrooms or acid. All my friends say they have has a positive impact in their life from it mentally/spiritually
The best thing to do is really take as much as possible your first time. So let's say the average dose of shrooms is 2 grams or lower for beginners.
You should take an ounce of shrooms for it to fully register.
This is sarcasm your brain will never recover from that s\*\*\*
dat white your new toxic girlfriend
just kidding i hope
Haha nah only done it a few times in my life since then
Don’t really feel much from it tbh
Haha nah only done it a few times in my life since then
Don’t really feel much from it tbh
good im glad it has not taken a real toll
doing molly at a festival helped me change my outlook on life
doing acid + molly at a festival made me have an epiphany about how i was being mentally destructive to myself
i popped an edible recently, bruh. Idk if it's cuz my sister had them s***s tucked away for a year or because i doubled up on them, they were only 20mg each, but that s*** had me tweakin. I've never taken shrooms, or any other psychedelic d*** before, but the way I got high, that is how I always imagined it to be.
For whatever reason I thought it would be a good ideal to watch this scene, when I started feeling the effects
That's when s*** got loopy. I was moving in slow motion fr, like I could no longer talk. I remember at one point, my brother was talking to me, and every time I blinked, it was like the conversation skipped ahead 15 seconds. Mannn I can't really even describe how I started tripping. I remember at one point I was like I need to get out my room, and I fell on my bed, and I was trying my hardest to get up, it was like i was climbing mount everest. Long story short though, I was tweakin. Week afterwards I got a gig that pays me $30 an hour
The best thing to do is really take as much as possible your first time. So let's say the average dose of shrooms is 2 grams or lower for beginners.
You should take an ounce of shrooms for it to fully register.
This is sarcasm your brain will never recover from that s\*\*\*
I feel like I could handle it too. For some odd reason. They say if your mentally great then you’ll be fine so I’m just waiting for that next moment to be offered some
I quit reading before that
Who has an OJ problem
Who let the fifth graders on here
I feel like I could handle it too. For some odd reason. They say if your mentally great then you’ll be fine so I’m just waiting for that next moment to be offered some
You shouldnt be too anxious and you shouldnt be too arrogant either, if you have a strong enough dose itll flip your s*** upside down either way. You wont regret taking a beginner dose but you definitely may regret a larger amount
Do as much research as you can
Tripped on edibles severely that people suspect was laced with hallucinogens and it made me realize what true paranoia and anxiety actually feels like. I thought I suffered from anxiety, but I realized I was wrong.
After coming down from the trip, I was so anxious that if you opened the door to my room I’d be so startled my heart would race and hearing it open would sound so loud and intrusive. I’d be so anxious and afraid I literally could not go to sleep by myself at home. I’m extremely talkative, but at that time I wouldn’t talk to anyone at all, the only thing I could muster was “yea” or “no” or “oh ok” if someone initiated a convo with me . It was too much energy to do anything else. I felt like a part of me died. People at my job were saying stuff like, “yo you okay, you changed bro, you’re like a totally different person. everything good?”
Then as I recovered I became a lot more grateful with myself mentally and emotionally. I thought I had it bad, whole time I was dealing with child’s play.
MDMA at a party met some of the best people in my life
Lmao bumping all d*** threads
MDMA can be great tho
That first time u rolling in a club in Vegas and you catch chemistry with a young shorty who just living for the moment that night >>>>
That first time u rolling in a club in Vegas and you catch chemistry with a young shorty who just living for the moment that night >>>>
theres really nothing like that first time and when your first time includes some bad b too
the first couple of times you smoke weed are just so different like i've taken tolerance breaks and i can't recapture the magic of my first time hitting the weed.
MDMA made me realize I was a depressed mf’er and had the weight of the world on my shoulder. Also made me realize d**** are not it and showed me how deep the hole of life can get. Nice experience changed me for the better but I still struggle with the fact I’ve done a hard d*** no matter how much good came from it. Still tryna forgive myself from it
MDMA made me realize I was a depressed mf’er and had the weight of the world on my shoulder. Also made me realize d**** are not it and showed me how deep the hole of life can get. Nice experience changed me for the better but I still struggle with the fact I’ve done a hard d*** no matter how much good came from it. Still tryna forgive myself from it
its not that deep bro you dont need to forgive yourself for doing it its fun af
its not that deep bro you dont need to forgive yourself for doing it its fun af
Thank you I appreciate that, I don’t know maybe it was the fact I was careless about it and just did it It could have been anything but ur right it was fun and I swore to never do it again once is enough considering the effect it has on serotonin
theres really nothing like that first time and when your first time includes some bad b too
Unforgettable. Foreal
I only do molly like 3-4 times a year. I save for occasions but don’t wanna fry my brain receptors by doing anymore
Thank you I appreciate that, I don’t know maybe it was the fact I was careless about it and just did it It could have been anything but ur right it was fun and I swore to never do it again once is enough considering the effect it has on serotonin
Its fine man we all need to let loose sometimes and doing it one time wont cause any long lasting damage you’re good