Mine:

• My Dad’s heart attack (thank God he survived)
• 9/11 (I live in NY and it’s also my birthday)
• Sean Taylor / Xxxtentacion / Kobe’s deaths
• Trump winning the first time
• Eagles winning the Super Bowl against the Patriots
• Covid lockdown

the f***ing za

The world being bamboozled into locking down for a couple years

when wlr v2 got scrapped

ktt2

I once got so close to bsing hit by a car that my shoe flew off like a cartoon character

After illness i managed to finally open my eye in the mirror and it was all white, couldnt see the iris or pupil due to infection. Shock is an understatement. Doc said i was essentially blind in it. Then miraculously a scleral lens helped and i could finally see depth again a year later, i looked up and saw the leaves and it was like i was on d****

Once together with friends i broke into an abandoned swimming pool. We were on tbe roof of it, and i was really drunk. I was sitting with my feet on a vent and i thought maybe i could stand on it. Just before i did so i was grabbed by my shoulder and asked what i was doing. When we went inside and looked, it was a straight drop of about 30 meters right into an empty pool

When i was a kid i was switching pants and while i did so a massive house spider let itself fall from the ceiling (which had entry to the attic), right into my swimming trunks as i pulled it up.

I once was skiing, and i made a turn to what looked like a path to the right, however this turned out to be a straight drop cliff to (luckily) a piste below, more than 6 meters. People where skiing there but i landed between them. Because the skiies help so much with weight distribution i didnt break anything

Type 2 Diabetes diagnosis at 23 and in the middle of 2020

honestly seeing covid lockdown happen and watching our state governor announce it on TV with a fearful look in his eyes then going out for a drive on I-5 North at its emptiest i had ever seen in my entire life, s*** was legitimately apocalyptic

pretty much everything happening in 2020 at once led to my current fractured mental state

Biden deciding to run for re-election

Damn. What sickness tho?

Why were you doing cpr on your mom while she was dead for hours???

train passing right next to my face, one of the most physical moments of my life

Deleted but she died in her sleep and I came back from a run to see her unconscious. The medics confirmed her death when they came

• having to save an ex from sue of side/seeing her hang through the window from da streets, rushing inside having to kick da door open and then having to perform CPR
  || aftermath was as heavy, was allowed to visit 2 days later(still in shock obv), before persons mom started ranting and insulting me in da mid of da hospital( she ain't believe me nor da police, that I was the "hero" that saved the person's life, was also very racially motivated)
  Then I wanted to "pet" the person goodbye and person got conscious for da first time, started crying while holding my hand, that was a feeling I'll never be able to describe||

• being racially insulted as a 14yr old by a whole train wagon(I've been racially insulted alot, even in full classes by teachers, but that one just stuck out always)

• being taken to a police station for so called "stealing from a shop" without evidence(I was even being stalked by a car for 20min before da cops pulled up) while my mom was shopping, had to ride the police car in front of the store, to tell ma mom(embarrassin af)

• losing our parental house(kicked out) middle of the Covid Lockdown

• Social Anxiety being so hard, that I'd literally black/zone out in public, it's like everything turns black for a few seconds and ur head is just full of air and ur ears be ringing(this dude once tried to start a Convo, as he talked I zoned out and as I "came back" he had already walked away, till this day I wonder what he saw)

• one last racist incident; there was a high profile murder case going on, a black kid was killed by all white rich kids during a college haze.
  I hope off da train with ma ex and as the doors literally open, some random, student club starts chanting "filthy nigga", I was shocked and my ex too
  2 weeks later same guys pull up but in a car, shouting at me through the window while I was walking with ma ex
  I took my speaker box and tried to throw it against da car, failed but I never seen them again

Ironically this last incident inspired me to really combat racism actively on social media, I was like
"damn enough,sick an tired of these ugly white farmer folks thinking they can control me, imma unlock my fullest potential "me" and reign over u while exposing and fighting y'all"
And tbh it's been working
Since I got famous, my ass has become a walking taboo over here, hated but feared by all dem racists in ma town

Covid lockdown was crazy

Matter of fact, 2020 as whole is my answer

when i got electrocuted

9/11 was crazy i remember just being at my grandparents house waiting for my dad to come home

i got hit by an 18 wheeler once i was inches away from dying but i walked out with a minor head injury

my friend showed me proof he had jay z’s number i always looked at my friend differently after that

i got a gun pulled on me and my friends and i had to diffuse the situation my dad worked too hard for me to be somewhere like that

i thought i was getting kidnapped once and i was i was prepared to do some stuff you see on netflix

What was the proof?

we were at the same nets game as jay and he dialed him for a second then hung up when he reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. i learned that same guy actually knows so many A list rappers thru work and sees them regularly i can’t expound more than that but he got me industry adjacent