I’m back to vibe for a while. Trying to keep my head to the sky and my body out the ground.

This new Earl project has reenergised me I feel like. I have mono (lmao) but I’m ready for a big boost of energy when I recover. I’m ready to flourish. It’s gonna be tough but I’m gonna push through. Last year was challenging and this year has started the same but I’m stronger and I can deal with it.

If I learned anything last year then it’s that life is only as complicated as I make it. Sure s*** is tough but I just need to keep my mind right and I can face anything. I’ve got knocked on my ass and got back up so many times that now I just smile while I do it. Maybe one day I won’t get back up but I’ll smile while I lay my head down too. Why shouldn’t I? It’s a beautiful, ugly world. I could cry and scream and rage at all the unfairness, or I could smile and try to do what I can to make it better for myself and others.

Maybe I’ll get hurt. But isn’t hurt just as important as happiness? Isn’t heartbreak just as strong as love? I’ll never be ready for everything I’m going to experience in life. So I’m gonna just try my best, do what I think is right and look out for those I care about.