I actually do.
I've always warned my parents not to praise me.
There's no way you complain about it seeming like your parents didn't want you but also actively warned them to not be kind to you
I can't deal with the way your mind works
it sounds elementary but one thing i always do is like not communicate/express how i actually feel because of how someone else will react or might react so i just stay quiet which leads to me bottling s*** up and then that spirals into a bigger problem or negative emotion like frustration and anger
she said you can't control how people react/feel to what you say so like if i said "i don't like when you don't clean up after yourself" then you might get mad at me so i'll say nothing and let it fester into an actual issue
you need to express yourself always and be honest and open and let people know how you feel and not decide for them how to feel/react
do you do in-person therapy or online?
imagine the day artie wakes up and realizes humans have nuance and you cant generalize an entire group of people
imagine the day artie wakes up and realizes humans have nuance and you cant generalize an entire group of people
He is racist
There's no way you complain about it seeming like your parents didn't want you but also actively warned them to not be kind to you
I can't deal with the way your mind works
I've always felt as though they were insincere.
do you do in-person therapy or online?
no in person, the routine of getting ready and going to the clinic and being there face to face is easier to get into than doing it from a digital standpoint
i never tried video calling but it feels less personal to me which defeats the purpose because if im not comfortable i won't say anything and actually open up
Whatup vz fam
New Benny the butcher EP is dope af
I've always felt as though they were insincere.
Ugh I just can't be comfortable as a white polish guy living in Poland because of how much my vocally supportive parents insincerely praised me...I always tried to ask them not to do that...they never cared

Ugh I just can't be comfortable as a white polish guy living in Poland because of how much my vocally supportive parents insincerely praised me...I always tried to ask them not to do that...they never cared

They're known to have shown fake love.
My dad more so, but still.
boohoo u think ur special cuz someone hurt u
I feel as though I'd wasted each and every second of it, and it's driving me insane.
What is ur dream
What is the good life u imagine when u go to sleep
boohoo u think ur special cuz someone hurt u
I don't think I'm special because of that.
I just need to vent.
yeah she said that somewhat as well once, like instead of subtlety putting yourself down and saying sorry you can just say thank you for your patience with me if it took you longer to do something
People are fragile minded creatures. I literally remember every single good thing anyone has ever said about me, even as far as like 25 yrs ago.
What is ur dream
What is the good life u imagine when u go to sleep
Idk.
Owning a successful business in Switzerland.
Ugh I just can't be comfortable as a white polish guy living in Poland because of how much my vocally supportive parents insincerely praised me...I always tried to ask them not to do that...they never cared

my therapist told me once that i create all these thoughts and random things that cause me to suffer in my head and imagination more than the actual reality of my day to day life so why suffer twice by constantly creating these bizarre fake scenarios
i think this applies to @Prince
I've acknowledged many a time I need to seek help urgently.
urgently? damn
i think you should then
I actually do.
I've always warned my parents not to praise me.
Why?
I don't think I'm special because of that.
I just need to vent.
im jus sayin u generalizing and grouping poles in a hitler jew esque fashion makes it sound like u think ur above everyone else. and ik u hate urself but what exactly r u accomplishing by choosing to encompass your world with constant negativity all the time?