5:30am and this day is already over because im still in the same dogshit mood from last night

try L Theanine

must be a surreal feeling knowing you matter and what you do transforms lives/shapes history

can't imagine being anything but a bitter and resentful hypocrite fr

whats that

deletes anxiety

helps you dgaf

ur thinking too hard exactly

from personal experience they were so bad all I did for the first 4 weeks was waking up, piss, find some food, go back in bed and cry

I had to quit on them, it was real bad

but yeah.... It's food for thought

heard alcohol does this too

might be time to become an alcoholic like my uncle

were u on a high dosage?

semi high yeah it's a long time ago so I dont remember the exact dose sorry

would be nice being a normal semi-functioning human being

shame i haven't been one since i was like 13

Necessary dust

I dont know how it feels being a semi-functioning human.

but yeah, I wouldnt wish depression on even my worst enemy. It takes a toll on you

alcohol is a depressant

i'll probably start drinking in the coming weeks

feels like the easiest thing to do

real

im soooo serious dawg

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youll regret it later but u do u

if you ever need to vent, just tag me

Had vodka lemonades a few hours ago and watched one piece. Feel great at the moment.

L theanine is in tea @Camille not that bag bullshit at the store like real loose tea

i've never not regretted anything i've done tbh

reddit seems to say it works

interesting

thats cuz u be thinking about it too much. try L Theanine

When I drink a lot of tea I feel great but end up drinking so much that I get a caffeine headache heh. It does feel like you get washed over. Super pleasant feeling that lasts a few hours. Better than anything else I've tried