i didnt realize how much i connect her to him that went artist abandoned the thread for months i forgot about her existence entirely

i get how you feel and its hard to change the mindset fr...what helped me was to actually try to treat it like serious addiction though. like not just some funny hit like haha gooning but like some heroin or whatever. i tried to really justify the reasons why i think i needed to stop and wrote them down so I would be reminded of the way past me felt about it and would inevitably feel again. Also helps to try not to feel like you failed so hard with the relapses, like it doesnt just ruin everything if you relapsed once and werent perfect. its not gonna be possible to do it 100% perfectly but that doesnt mean you can't do it

ur in love with artist

Who isn't

rvi hates him

yea but if i treat it like that i feel like i end up demonizing myself more cuz then im always reminding myself how i make no progress as if idc and im a selfish inconsiderate a\*\*\*\*\*\* who cares about nothing but my next nut

Changing my avi for the first time since making afcount

IDGAF!

Can't be true

i love when u change it then u gaslight others to be like no i didnt

nahhhh

country girl shake it for me

uh i asked

he should never stopped posting itt

he went from legend to fraud i dont even think about him when im itt anymore

apple music tried throwing rhcp at me and all i could think about was the info @camille told me he put in his book and i had to skip

but biggie was fat

need allison back

the 8 bit + vamp teeth such a vibe i love my twin

do you think uve already made any sort of progress towards it? i think you might have even though u feel u lost progress...it sounds like you are more aware of things and treating it differently in ur mind than u probably did years ago and even if u "undid progress" maybe there were still some steps that you were able to take that could help prepare you to stop even if it ended up failing at the time. like i said off and on for a few months i was trying to quit and then relapsing harder than ever the next day on more addict s\*\*\* than ive ever felt before. but i think going through that helped to motivate me for what im trying to do now

he crossed the line

the hero became the villain.

Im tempted to to get the facelift at age 35 instead of 45

@rvi also like i be conflicted over whether its a content issue or a gooning issue or both|| i also realize it drives my imo biggest character flaw ||my lack of patience prolly derives from all the immediate gratification of always gooning