I don't think I've ever had high peaks of like good emotions since I have been sentient enough to understand that type of thing

Usually it's pretty low or flat regardless of what is happening

So maybe some year before I was fully aware of things???

90s sitcoms are unmatched in watchability and rewatchability and general vibes for background noise

2018

Tell us about it

give me the cure for allergies rn

last year my dad was here

Xyzal works best for me but I also use Flonase in addition

i miss not knowing things

Oh come on you don’t have any memories at the school lunch table?

also great year for me physically and mentally

I mean I remember things but I don't remember feeling especially happy about any of them

Like I could tell if things were good or bad but they wouldn't necessarily make me feel differently

how’s this year going?

It’s crazy how we have to separate the two
At my worse I’d say physically but best mentally

Being a kid seems terrible at the time but it really is the best

My momma told me enjoy your childhood

I think most things work that way though. Things are much better when you can’t have them. Once you have them, they stop holding the same kind of excitement

nowadays its gotta be a blast

everything is already done for you by the time you come out the womb

It's another year owie they are all years indeed

How r u

That’s interesting. So you remember the events, but not really the emotional weight attached to them?

except for money

can never get tired of having that

I think things kinda lack emotional weight for me

Outside of just making me feel stressed or less stressed

Being an adult is pretty awesome too just comes with a lot of responsibilities and expectations
And consequences, you don’t get to make excuses

when i was in elementary, $20 was like having $100

now if i get $20, it feels like i got saved from death

i’m okay. i just visited my dad and brother back home and saw cletus this last weekend

as i get older i understand where i come from and i learn to love it

my dad isn’t weird about me smoking in front of him that’s cool