wouldn’t be here to type this ill tell you that much

Am I being selfish for not wanting to go back on antidepressant medication?

I feel like it would help my depression, but for all the wrong reasons.

Used to post in the thread on the OG KTT. Hope everyone is okay. Love you all.

Been rough lately cause I have migraines that literally take my already f***ed mental health & multiply it by 100 for a few days before & after. Seen 2 neurologist about it & nothing lol MRI came back fine. Pretty much gotta accept the s*** end of the stick here

I'm so confused in terms of my identity

Wrong reasons like what mate?

F*** this s*** I wanna go back to sleep

Meaning I would still feel like crap, only numb to it, and my family can definitely tell I am feeling like crap.

I was on them before, and I just felt numb to everything, it helped my depression and anxiety a little, but it didn't get to the root of the problem. And plus, since we don't know how they 100% exactly work, with all the side effects that occur, one has to think if they are really a good choice if you don't need it.

I would feel like I am controlling the brain, when the brain is never meant to be controlled, you know?

The one thing I need fixing is my ability to sleep, as I have severe insomnia, but when I was on them a while back for it, it didn't really fix that much of it.

Gotta be one of the loneliest birthdays yet
Every year I say there’ll be change but it never comes

s*** ass bro

same, happy birthday bro

i am a LOSER

this is why we need escapism
real life never is as good
sorry for failing you anno

I doubt that

man f*** everything man f*** fake friends I don’t f***ing need them they going to regret that s*** when i make it

Anyone want my snap? Since pm's dead I was just wondering if anyone wanted a vent space we can share

The discord is active we just need some more members

My dog always makes everything better. She pisses me off but I love her.

I wish I would have died when I attempted, sadly I didn’t and now I don’t have the balls to do it again because I witnessed what it did to my parents and siblings

I broke down at the gym locker room last week. A kind stranger held his hand out and helped me out. He's going through s*** too and told me about it. I saw him again today and thanked him, once more.

We all go through it man. Do kind things. Reach out. Let's help one another. Tough times may be coming and we need one another.

Edit Nvm

Its kind of a different feeling when your mother tells you you should seek a professional... idk that feels like I seem crazy now

hows everyone handling their mental health in these trying times?