Real tbh.

My therapist ripped my ego to shreds yesterday I'm wondering if I should just stop seeing her

I dont see a therapist. I had a couple sessions of therapy and it didn't click with me well, though it's being pushed pretty hard on me. Maybe i'll try again

I had one therapy session when I was 17, the therapist was very nice but low key a little unprofessional in some ways lol. It was nice having someone listen to me and I did feel like it helped at the time. I've been thinking about trying it again for a while now

It's helpful to get an outside view on how u think

Apparently I'm very passive and fatalistic and let life take control of me. Apparently I'm very depressed. Apparently I have low self esteem.

I never knew these things till I saw a therapist. A good one. Most kinda suck but mine rn does not f*** around

Me for the last 2 years

i just wanna skip past this stage of life

Okay wow I think latuda did really f*** me up and I didn't notice

I dont talk to anyone throughout the day

At this point I'm not sure i trust people enough to make friends with them

i woke up not feeling like complete s*** today so that’s good for something i guess. hopefully it lasts through the day

Having someone unexpectedly check in on you
Something so small can make a day feel a lot better

This quarter life crisis goin brazy

There's so much pressure for me to do well on this final. School is particularly hard for me because I have so much social anxiety and just general anxiety. It's hard to focus on what I need to focus on. It's hard to ask for help from the professors and classmates because there's this overwhelming but irrational fear of being judged. I don't know how others do it. I always think I'm too weird for them.

Back to cutting.

Self loathing? F***ing understatement

What's going on man?

@FIFTY950 can i get added to op my dude

fasho

Stressed tbh

Gotta find a lab to join
Basically have to figure out a topic for making a full fledged publishable research paper
Current project is going slow because I keep getting bad data
Struggling with health issues
Low motivation
Kinda just want to quit

Dam I jus found out one of my childhood best friend's mom and my next door neighbor committed suicide last year and no one told me

She was the nicest person ever. No disrespect to her but this has motivated me to take a different path

Y'all don't understand this woman was so f***ing nice and to hear this s*** has me f***ed up bad like I feel like life is so pointless and empty already

Small s*** like letting me stay in her home when I got locked out of my house like what the f*** suicide breh what

wanna stab myself to death but I have to wait 2 weeks before I can actually kill myself

I cut myself so often now

I'm so sick I wish one of my earlier attempts worked