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I've slept 4 times today. Just woke up again after having a dream I was in india for some reason lol. Now I've taken tylenol and I'm gonna sleep again

Honestly both but im in a great mindspace rn

i had one of the worst existential crises of my life today

would you like to talk about it?

got an appointment with my doc today but I dont feel like going

cause she'll either gimme more meds or lock me up

mac's music is therapeutic

i was thinking about college and s*** and realized that i have no idea what to do with my life

i got super stressed out and had a mini panic attack and suicidal thoughts

boyfriend?

s*** thats tough. im sorry

i fell in love with my first girlfriend. we broke up a year ago but i still think about her everyday and the thought of her with someone else is unbearable

why i deleted all my socials and s***

nobody does bro...we all figure s*** out in the process of day by day life

f*** well this just sucks now lol

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I cant remember the last time I was genuinely happy.