Watching romance animes while single would make me depressed af

Always found this odd. I'm the total opposite. Sucks this happens though

If you've truly mistreated someone they'll forgive you when they let go of their grudges.....if they dont, that will hurt just them. (mentaly)

only thing you can do is forgive yourself and the ones that hurt you.

Find peace wirh yourself.

I recently understood that all of our bad thoughts and actions such as self-hatred and suicidal tendecies are like a cloud of smoke over our heads and only finding peace can blow that smoke away...

EASIER SAID THAN DONE but that's also part of the process lol

the mood swings have gone away, Thank God!!

I still watch them anyways

I have to understand that I'll always think of her but at least I got the closure I was looking for....pretty selfish of me but I'm not the best person in the world

Withdrawals havent kicked in yet but I'll be alright

there's nothing that I NEED besides food and water

I went cold turkey on everything besides cigs a couple days ago and so far I'm good...thinking I'm ''strong'' and ''I can do this'' or s*** like that is ego tripping and I need to remind myself that I might fail and fall

but I'll keep trying....

life always has purpose.....if you're breathing then you can still make something of it.

seeing someone close to me suffer from cancer and chemo made all my issues seem like castles of sand in front of the eiffel tower. You'd be surprised at how s***ty the world is to people they think are ''disposable''

now being alive for me isnt a matter of choice but a matter of dedication and love

I also need to start making AND SAVING money

I had my fun with substance abuse.

Healthcare got my meds and doc covered so I'm good with that

going outside my comfort zone has always been beneficial to me. I cant take one step forward and two steps back just to feel safe.

People arent supposed to be lone wolves. even wolves work better in packs

I'm writing all this as a motivation exercise for myself rn tbh

I love and hate people with the same amount of passion

feeling quite a bit of hate lately

my chest is on fire tbh

Can a paranoid delusional person return to normal ?

Psych prescribed klonopin, temazepam, zoloft, and risperdal

Lets see if it helps

Please be careful with klonopin

I got addicted to benzos because of lorazepam. People told me on ktt1 to be careful with it and I didn't listen, now I'm down the rabbit hole. Just use it as prescribed. Typing this while off klonopin lol

also risperdal was satan incarnate for me so gl with that. Hope it works for you

Imma take my doses as prescribed bro or at least try my best good looks tho dont want to be a pillhead

Also imma be very careful with risperdal

Apparently s*** gives you tiities and lactation and makes you fat as hell second i see any signs of that s*** its dueces

well that doesn't happen all the time, its not common. Its more the other stuff that really just f***ed with me while I was on it

No energy
Incredibly hard to pick my head up out of bed
My d*** literally didn't work

also lol I had the same thought process as you, never thought I'd be a d***gy last year

Here i am off some kpin just cause I want to

Yea if it makes me a zombie or impotent its dueces as well

Did your psych give you a good alternative?

Already a d***gy bro

I be popping 8 klonopins and downing a six pack like its nothing

I legit have issues tho

This just the first time ive sought help

nope. No antipsychotics worked for me. But that doesn't mean they won't work for you. I went on vraylar afterwards and had bad insomnia and lightheadedness throughout the day.

If you don't mind, you don't have to answer if you don't want, but do you know what you were diagnosed with?

Oh damn you ahead of the curve then lol

Lucky you got a kpin script then I guess

Generalized anxiety, depression and latent schizo

My moms side of the fam is full of schizos and shes schizo

Ah social anxiety as well

Gotta make em last tho especially since im off the sauce at the moment

Zero alcohol for me for a long time

I got fatty liver, gonna cure it then take it easy with the beers

Maybe a six pack every other week

No more fast food either