You always say klonopins dont do it for you but I was just on x**** for the past couple of weeks and I hated it. Switched to klonopin today and its so much better imo. S*** had me fall asleep off 2mg literally like 3 hours after I woke up

Reason I switched is i'm trying to get off these things. Thought it'd be better on klonopin than x****. I think xans overrated af. I took some yesterday while having a small panic attack and I still was having some bad anxiety

Really should have never started these benzos again but I had and still have nothing. Hard not to go back on them. This nausea and headaches not it tho

care?

mania over just like that? back to being tired all the time? drinking an energy drink for the first time in a month and can't stop yawning

maybe it was the switch to klonopin

We're polar opposites there fam

I can pop 8 klonos no problem and down a six pack and chilling but awake and aware

Give me a xan with a six pack i wont remember jack s*** the next day

Half a bar is better than taking 5 klonos for me and i feel anxiety free

Its odd

We just got dif physiologys with this s*** i guess

Ativan be having me booling

Gonna see if i can get a prescription

2 and im good as well

Yeah idk xans just don't do it for me.

Lorazepam and klonopin my way to go

I feel completely unloveable

but I know that's from a childhood of abuse

and I guess that helps me keep going

when the day is done and the night is turned on

and I am trying to turn fear and anxiety in my brain off

that follows me around like a cruel mistress

or the eyelash in gattaca

no matter what i do no matter how I live

i'll always have this brainripping depression

coming for my head

radical acceptance

of that.

was on snap and saw i had a memory from this day two years ago of a story of me calling for help losing it and always kms
and im still here
it gets better man
i promise

I'm pathetic

Hello night sweats my old friend

wait 2mg of ativan?

thats like equivalent to 1mg of x****. That doesn't really do much to me, I gotta take 3-5 to feel s***, but I really do feel s***. Hits me haarrdddd. I can just lay down and feel great for hours not doing s***

I remember I took 15mg of lorazepam like 2 weeks ago in 2 dif dosages in one day lmao. bad idea bad idea felt like s*** and was a waste

took me about 7 months to realize this.

i'm off them for almost 2 months now and at this point I have no clue. I'm just f***ed. nowhere to go

My anxiety meds are great though like effexor I think at least

Breakdown for breakfast

high rn listening to the calmest music I can think of just so I can take my mind off things

Every person ends up disliking me. It's okay I deserve it. I deserve everything I went through in life. Was just born a bad person

I want more klonopin this isn't enough, ran out for the time being tho

But i want to get off of it at the same time, which is why I switched to klono in the first place. Have nothing in life but benzos rn so kinda hard to quit

benzos really my only friend

Limiting. My social media usage has really helped recently. Only consuming s*** that actually matters and none of the bs