I'm gonna be alone the rest of my very short life

miserable

has anyone here been on parnate before

Always sad when I return to clarity

Is my future worth seeing?

Before I make a egg sandwich
I cook dope up

have nothing
never will have anything
no way I don't kill myself soon

not leaving this month alive

Jittery

Man today sucked. I was doing good. And now I'm just sad as f*** I miss her. And she was a b**** so I don't know why there's something wrong with me I don't think I like myself that much

please no :( you can message me on discord if u want

it always turns out to be another one of those nights

living in this place is killing me but i feel so weak and moving out rn feels near impossible

yes u r. we love u <3

Can't wait to kill myself in 8 days

No don't. What's the significance of 9 days tho if u dont mind me asking?

Birthday in the middle and I get everything ready

I love hiding. Pretending like I don't exist is my favorite pass time

We need you here bro

Please don’t

Been on a drinking binge for the past few days, had several crying fits, self harming, I blew up on my girl, overload of anxiety, long ass confession with my friends that changes everything now and I can’t even sleep for longer than an hour. I’m just physically and emotionally exhausted

I had a drink today for the first time in months.

I should feel like s*** but I feel good

I dont know if i should hate or like this feeling but w/e I'm just going thru the motions

I promised myself that I'd only drink socially but I drank 2 bottles alone listening to music

that s*** is f***in up my sleep pattern