anybody know where to buy fentanyl patches 😔 i need to kms so badly

there are so many people online that wanna beat my ass irl im considering posting my address so they can help me take da edge off 😣

Life is so God damn boring

i can’t imagine myself alive in the future

no matter where I look I see nothing for me

I gotta get rid of my IG but I like staying in touch with people

It hurts me to see people I thought f***ed with me unfollow me as dumb ass that sounds

I just want to be liked but I need to stop

i’m such a loner, i just wish i had more friends tbh

my life isn’t even that bad.... but I just feel weak. I want to cry. I don’t know what’s wrong

You had no idea that this was going to escalate the way it did. I would suggest talking to someone in order to remove this weight off your chest...

cba anymore
i wish i had an actual reason for my depression. would be easier to do something about it. instead it's my anxiety causing it. my anxiety is so deeply embedded into my personality that i don't know if i'd be able to live without having anxious thoughts protecting me cause i'm an impulsive person. anxiety is my safe guard yet it harms me and causes me suffering

Have to say I've been through it this year - convinced I needed to die for 99% of it. Whether that was the result of mania or depression, I thought I wouldn't see the year out.

But boy have things changed. I had a mental health assessment, got my Bipolar I diagnosis and have been medicated for a few weeks and I feel incredible. I feel 'normal'. I take each day as it comes but I'm enjoying myself again. Finding my feet.

Speak to someone professional. Never go through this without the right assistance. I was heavy in this thread on KTT1 and maybe on here too. I got any of y'all going through it just @ me and I'll listen.

It gets better.

yall ever just think that reality itself probably isnt real and our actions probably dont really matter

it ain't dumb man. really affects me too. brings to question who really is a real friend

i've always been the one not included in s*** and always outside of the group. So it feels like i lack any true friends besides maybe 3 people.

i agree our actions don't matter but i still want to live a good life (most of the time)

I'm too critical of myself, I shouldn't spend everyday thinking about everything I do wrong in life

you don't really need more than a couple real friends man. it's essentially impossible to really push that boundary

that being said, it's more likely that you might have social anxiety/be lonely rather than being introverted. i always check this vid out whenever im feeling down tbh:

Today i felt a lil better. I went to the doctor. Had a conversation I had pending for a time with an important person too. Also had the energy to stay outta bed, do some house work, have dinner, brush my teeth, wash my face, etc.

I know these are very little things but were things i couldnt do for a whole week and make me very proud. Im a little more positive today. I hope everyone had a great day. Step by step

without having seen the video i'll say something
i dont need friends cause i got enough (2-3 down 2 ride for anything) dudes. the rest of people i know are more like NPC or bystanders or acquaintances.

i prefer to everything by myself
solitude is heaven, i can sincerely enjoy the company of myself only (not on some ego s***). i grew up this way, in solitude and i wouldn't want it to be in another way. sorry for im incoherent im off sum rn

Thank you, I appreciate it. I’ll check it out.

Me neither... I attempted suicide 2 times and I’ve been considering trying again. The only thing stopping me is the fear of failing a 3rd time.

I’m doing this project that’s about depression and anxiety, and relating it to addiction to gaming, because of how easy of an escape gaming is for people. Does anyone relate and want to share their story?

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