I think what scares me is that I've lost hope that it will get better.
any of y’all depressed because you’ve never had a girlfriend?
i feel like it’s such a basic primal thing to want to mate and be with the opposite sex, so not being able to do that just makes you feel like a failure of an organism
Had this thought that I kinda got thrown into life and no one ever gave me a manual to be human and i feel betrayed
i cant be on these streets nymore man. why did I let my life come to this. I have to keep fighting
what is this darkness thats always consuming me even tho im trying to stay positive like wtf
How I’m supposed to be there for my friends struggling with depression when I got depression too?
any of y’all depressed because you’ve never had a girlfriend?
i feel like it’s such a basic primal thing to want to mate and be with the opposite sex, so not being able to do that just makes you feel like a failure of an organism
Yeah I'm 24 and only had one, and that was 6 ish years ago. Feels even worse that all my friends get girls whenever they want, it's just awk when we talk about them cuz I'm out here struggling mightly lol
I take my parents for granted when I'm around them, but reality always hits when I'm not
Rinse and repeat daily
I'm in the same boat. I feel guilty about not spending time with them while they're still around, but I don't really wanna spend that much time with them, even tho we get along.
I'm in the same boat. I feel guilty about not spending time with them while they're still around, but I don't really wanna spend that much time with them, even tho we get along.
do it bro. it’ll mean the world to them. i used to take my mom for granted and talk back and s*** when i was a dumb teenager. thankfully i grew up.
just imagine how much money and time she’s spent on you. idk bout you but if i tell my mom i’m hungry and i’m gonna eat some cereal at 10 PM she’ll jump out of bed and try to make me something.
hey guys i need advice for getting my life back together. i'm 21 and used to be an aspiring photographer but fell off due to depression and friendships that fell apart. i found myself geographically moving away from everything hoping it would motivate me to be creative and work on myself, but I honestly feel like i lost my sense of self. i don't really know what i like anymore. i only eat like once a day, and barely get enough sleep. lost like 12 pounds. also became hella antisocial. i really need to start living my life again.
hey guys i need advice for getting my life back together. i'm 21 and used to be an aspiring photographer but fell off due to depression and friendships that fell apart. i found myself geographically moving away from everything hoping it would motivate me to be creative and work on myself, but I honestly feel like i lost my sense of self. i don't really know what i like anymore. i only eat like once a day, and barely get enough sleep. lost like 12 pounds. also became hella antisocial. i really need to start living my life again.
same boat but w music and modeling, lost all my drive and don’t really see the point anymore
last few days been crazy pretty sure what im going through is depersonalization that i've had lurking for a while. completely zoning out which ive had for a while and just constantly questioning if everything and everyone around me is real or just fabricated by some higher power making me feel like abrasive actions don't matter and what i do doesn't matter. really bad mood swings and s*** usually i'm just a regular person that goes through their day with a regular set of emotions.
everything will be normal and then all of a sudden ill just lose myself for large amounts of time till im finally distracted and go back to regular life with school and my job.
the day i become an hero 
rt tbh
last few days been crazy pretty sure what im going through is depersonalization that i've had lurking for a while. completely zoning out which ive had for a while and just constantly questioning if everything and everyone around me is real or just fabricated by some higher power making me feel like abrasive actions don't matter and what i do doesn't matter. really bad mood swings and s*** usually i'm just a regular person that goes through their day with a regular set of emotions.
everything will be normal and then all of a sudden ill just lose myself for large amounts of time till im finally distracted and go back to regular life with school and my job.
sounds more like Derealization but idk for sure. U should read about it hope u get better
Being in love feels just like being addicted to d****, feels great at first but in the end you feel like trash and think about it all the thime