Nov 30, 2019ViibI just took my second tablet today and I actually feel better; I can finally look people in the eye now, my mood is no longer cripplingly low. I don't know if it's just placebo though because, apparently, it should take up to 2-3 weeks for it to work. But I'm already feeling night and day difference in mood already. I take sertraline (50 mg), by the way.
Optimistic
- Nov 30, 2019
this s*** is killing me I want to end it
- Nov 30, 2019·1 reply
I’m not meant to be alive
Nov 30, 2019·1 replyFriday just took a bunch of ativan and slept all day. Didn't eat or drink anything
Nov 30, 2019PainPapiI’m not meant to be alive
u are
Nov 30, 2019·1 replyI don’t have the energy to keep doing this
- Nov 30, 2019
I'm still not sure exactly all that i'm diagnosed with. I think i'm gonna ask my next appointment
Nov 30, 2019·1 replyIm such a loser, i lose everytime
- Nov 30, 2019
Car problems always come at the worst time
Im so sick of this s***
Dec 1, 2019potipotaIm such a loser, i lose everytime
Dec 1, 2019Just kill me already
Dec 1, 2019aaa aaamight be depersonalization bro
Im late af but i never thought about that imma look into it thank you
- Dec 1, 2019
Damn bruh my little cousin cool now but f*** he still does that “lol I’m annoying to be funny” s*** like you 14 years old bruh going to freshman year can you f***in stop man ADD ass dude
When he does that s***, it stresses me the f*** out and gets my anxiety up like I tell him to f*** off if he won’t stop but damn if I don’t want to mentally sock the s*** out of him but I keep my cool
- Dec 1, 2019
bruh that’s my problem I feel like I’m being hoe’d like damn I wanna mentally just beat the s*** outta you but I keep my cool too much
- Dec 1, 2019
I notice I be fantasizing about beating up someone who just tryna hoe me like on some f*** s*** sometimes
I’m just tired of feeling like this man, like I’m a pushover but I’m not at the same time
Dec 1, 2019even though i didn’t do anything today it was a good day for the most part :+)
i was daydreaming and dreaming so much about one of my friends and being with her and stuff but that manic pixie dream girl s*** isn’t real and i know it now
don’t force that love s***- Dec 1, 2019
also had a dream about p*** when i had a nap lol haven’t fapped in a cpl days and don’t see the need to :D
Dec 1, 2019
yuuurpI hate being online so much
geckoandfly.com/23509/smartphone-addiction-boost-productivity
try one and see if it works
- Dec 1, 2019Steezus
I don’t have the energy to keep doing this
p t ✝️Dec 1, 2019slept for 4 hours
dont know how long i can keep going man
Dec 1, 2019f*** sake i'm going back down a dark place again
the only thing keeping me going is the thought of going home for christmas... but i might just get more depressed when i'm back
- p t ✝️Dec 1, 2019
woke up still alive
very unfortunate
- Dec 1, 2019·1 reply
existential dread, self induced anxiety and im talking down on myself again
idk what to do
- Dec 1, 2019
This Daria show hit while depressed
Dec 1, 2019·1 replyIgnanceexistential dread, self induced anxiety and im talking down on myself again
idk what to do
I feel like I’m flying and sinking at the same time
Like I’m being pulled from below and from above
In every direction, at once