Just at a crossroads rn but I’m ok
Thx

same here.

i cant stop trembling lol

my crush dubbed me my niggas betrayed me

idk how im expected to keep it together lol

Was scared of my last appointment because i've regressed so bad in so many different ways, thankful i'm dealing with a Psych who's extremely patient with me and she actually listens to me and pays attention.

Hurting

math teacher just asked me if i was alright and that i looked pale. im so broken. i just feel empty. i dont feel anything.

I’m in such a s***ty position rn lol

I legit cannot take this s*** anymore. I f***ed s*** up for myself and I wish I could take it back but oh well

If you have someone who is close to you, be appreciative of that.

Niggas really out here doing s*** with they life and prospering and s*** and I’m just here being bummy not even knowing if I’m bout to pop off or not

S*** sucks lmao

my ex really ruined the awesome nigga I was... s*** crazy

im struggling hard with my self esteem at this point

also worked 5 days out of the thanksgiving week and expected a huge check, only to get less than what I deserve

plus my rent is due today.... today already starting off horrible man...

How are my emotions like this

how do i stop romanticizing the idea about with one of my friends in my head

I have 0 talent

No bullshit I’m ready to end it.

some days you just need to cry yourself to sleep

i wish i could still do this. it was fun and i miss it

deadass you sleep like a baby after 2-3 hours of intense crying

and i always feel like i accomplished something

I wish I was good or driven enough to play a substantial enough role in someone’s life. Even if I can’t do that, I still lack the talent I feel to do anything that brings me some sort of personal fulfillment. I’m always at this tug of war between hoping and being realistic about my situation and I think I’m about to let the latter win. It’s just exhausting to live out my days like this without knowing what real change I can make or if it’s too late to do anything lol

ahhhhh

Crazy how I had a great week and one small thing can jump start your depression again. And just like that I want to die again.

Or after 2-3 hours of intense anxiety