she seen me not seeing her the game begins again

this s*** lowkey corny i wish i could just not care

Jeeez what is that lol

she literally has my whole brain in her hand and shes just pushing buttons pushing buttons

thats ight

What to study in college just did freshman year semester 1

What classes did you like?

ALLTHIS S*** GOT ME FUMING RIGHT NOW

I keep chasing what I can’t have 🤡

should've killed my ass a long time ago tbh

So high I'm shaking

And I wont stop

I feel like I can’t be myself because no one likes it when I’m myself

s*** where do i even start rn

idk, man

Taking a mental health day for the first time ever. Kicked back smoking and listening to D’Angelo. I need this.

Either 1) you imagining this whole thing and it’s all unintentional from her 2) she trying to get you riled up to see how far u go

Either way you gotta act disinterested and let it go, if she want it she’ll show signs

yeah ik i should let go but there’s that faint glimmer inside me ya know

My heart pounds over little s*** like anticipating the bus

I always feel bored or depressed and there’s nothing that can feel the void for long

tired of pretending to have it together and not caring

i sincerely hate myself for putting myself out there like this

Okay ya boy no longer depressed

cathartic as s*** to go in her class and talk to my niggas while she looks miserable

i love it

f*** you

"Make it hard for us all, made a f***-up of my life
I'd give anything at all to take back a little time"

i just realized that knot i had in my stomach is from internalizing s*** lol

my mind is manifesting pain onto my body