I have this exactly, I read, read until my eyes tire then turn off my lights and drift away into sleep, my mind no longer wanting to work so fast and suddenly sleep. Then I wake up and start my day with my mind racing again

i hope there's a means to an end. i can't accept being like this forever. i hope something changes

The year is nearly over and I’m still here

Never been this mentally unwell before

keep just praying something will save me but it's not gonna happen

also when night comes it starts to trigger too over thinking about sleeping

Life or death type situation for me

I feel you ... what’s up with you?

Woke up and life still sucks. Wish I could sleep forever.

drowning myself in work so i dont have time to think about s***

Do any of y’all ever get random days of sickness? Like, almost as if for no reason, you’re sick & throwing up

I have a day like this at least once every 2 months, I think it’s cause of my depression but unsure

My days off suck man. Makes me more depressed

man, I just feel like it's so over for me these days

22 and I'm done with it all man.

the worst thing is, there's a girl who could fix it all, I had her, and I f***ed it. I'm gonna ask her for a coffee when I go back, but it's putting everything into another person, she probs not even thinking about me bruh

Feel u man. My girl was my everything I guess that was my mistake. She just ended things after 5 years without giving me an explanation or chance to change anything (even though we were on good terms and I thought we were madly in love)

Trying to find happiness alone it’s pretty hard

I’m sure she’s thinking about you bro, maybe not in the way you want her to, but everybody thinks about this stuff mane.

Quitting forums 2020 onward for peace and happiness, see ya

do what u gotta do brudda, GL
need to go on a social media break 2

ready to run away from it all but no one would even notice lol

so unstable all i wanna be is solid

how do i stop being a lazy fat piece of s*** and get my life back together?

Not suicidal but can’t pretend that dying would be a huge loss rn

this time of year is most often the loneliest,

haven’t been enjoying my own company, keep talking down on myself as per usual

praying i dont wake up tomorrow