Dec 25, 2019
PainPapiI need to get out o f here
Dec 25, 2019
snowchildBro me too, I miss having love in my life . Before I never really knew what it was like. Never got close with my blood family they’re all addicts so it was really the first true love I felt in my life. Her family became mine. And In an instant I lost it all. It feels like all of them broke up with me, her bro’s, dad, mom, aunts, grandmas ... one day I was just dead to them all . And I did no wrong.
I understand why it is the way it is and I understand life isn’t fair and I know the universe isn’t plotting to ruin my life but damn
S*** f***ing hurts man. I cried once in our five year relationship, I never was able to cry . But I’ve cried a lot especially the last week. Even though it’s been two months . The pain is back in full force
Bruh that's tough. I feel you about my fam. I love them and they love me, but sometimes I ain't never have the same closeness to them that I could with a SO, someone who really understands me and my worries, and hers too.
Five years is beyond tough man, my thing was way way shorter than that and I am still feeling the pain.
All I can suggest is maybe to try still being friends ? But you need to decide if that will cause more pain.
Merry Christmas man, lets hope 2020 leads to better things
- Dec 25, 2019·1 reply
im exhausted thinking about her
just can’t stop
- Dec 25, 2019·1 reply
ARCADE GOONI keep taking Ls when it comes to girls...
I'm a failure She gave head but now she not texting back You consider this a L?
- Dec 25, 2019math fifty
You consider this a L?
yeah...i wanted to date her but she aint texting back. definitely a L. im kinda in a bad mood bc of that. worst thing is i aint even done anything wrong, she was asking me to go to the museum with her and now 3 days later she aint texting back
- Dec 25, 2019
I really got to get my s*** together in 2020
My life has gone so down hill in every aspect and I just feel like a person with no soul. Lifeless just going through the motions and trying to make it through the day
I need to better myself mentally, physically and spiritually....... it feels like an almost impossible task but it needs to be done before I hit a point where there’s no return
Dec 26, 2019I been angry as s*** all day. Threw my pill bottle now all my pills are crushed and s*** and I put a hole in my tile floor
- Dec 26, 2019·1 reply
My life is so trash
- Dec 26, 2019
I'm not getting any better. 8 months and no progress. Maybe my anxiety's getting a little better but that's it
- Dec 26, 2019
yeah i think i have seasonal depression ngl, i don’t like labeling s*** but it has to be, can’t remember a winter i particularly enjoyed anyways
Dec 26, 2019You know what being unsuccessful and disappointing around family members feel like? Trash.
- Dec 26, 2019
im tired all the time, overeating like crazy, self criticism galore, it’s just worse cause bih don’t like me back
i don’t feel like doing anything
this s*** sucks
Dec 26, 2019·1 replychange will and has to come
- Dec 26, 2019
i can
i will
i must - Dec 26, 2019LYL
change will and has to come
we killing it next decade famo
- Dec 26, 2019
Im an a******
- Dec 26, 2019·1 reply
I feel vulnerable when I show affection
Dec 26, 2019i feel so uncomfortable in my own skin
- Dec 26, 2019·1 reply
told another person irl how i been feeling lately
they prob didnt gaf but it felt good letting it out 
Dec 26, 2019PainPapiI feel vulnerable when I show affection
- Dec 26, 2019·1 replyDarkSprite
told another person irl how i been feeling lately
they prob didnt gaf but it felt good letting it outlove you king
- Dec 26, 2019PainPapi
love you king
Love you too my brudda
hml if u ever needa talk - Dec 26, 2019
starting to get sad about going back to school again already
- Dec 26, 2019
days are a loop loop loop loop loop loop loop loop loop
same thing same thing same thing
- Dec 26, 2019
I don’t want to go