i think im gonna end it all

i wish you were here

i waste so much time

dont think im capable of being happy for more than a few days in a row and think im a bad human for feeling bad ab things others do

My luck is so bad

im late af been on ktt for a min but ya this might be it

im def not the same as i used to be s***s been hard

Insecurity and doubt got my mind running about

sucks to cut off people who once meant something strong and positive to you but now you’re just bein disrespectful to me so i gotta do what’s good for me

senior 17

im in a better place now but there’s still just the same persistent anxiety and existential dread i battle with

keep bih out of my dreams tonight please

2020 sounds like a great year to finally kms

first couple of sentences make me nauseous to read. im sorry bro.

tbh. I expect it w me since im damaged as f*** but these days i see a lot of otherwise normal people just going in a downward spiral with no hope, no prospects for the future and s***

it feels like mental health is only brought up when some dude shoots up a public area and then is immediately forgotten thereafter. the truth is that those are severe outliers and that there’s a much larger underlying problem in the general public (a lot of this is reflective of the state of society but still). it’s been a whole ass decade and the only progress that has been made in the dialogue of mental health is tying it to the gun control debate which in all honesty, despite being correct to some extent, just loops back to the 20th century boomer “anyone with mental illness is an unhinged lunatic” point of view.

i always hug on to my pillows whenever i have a depressive episode. idk if people think that’s weird or anything, that s*** comforts me like a mf.

cleaned tf outta my room and never felt better

Me too! Approx the same time as well 😎

procrastinating my appointments :(

we need you here 🖤

😎💪

it'll be a literal miracle if i don't end up killing myself