Would be a miracle if I get 6 more decades given how unhealthy my life is. I'm depressed, feel stressed, unhappy af, I'm too lazy for sporting activities and only eat unhealthy s***. I really want to change things now tho

Who s***s on you and why

Feeling abandoned right now

No one s***s on me currently I'm not a hoe but I've been in some violent ass situations this year that got me fearing for my life more than ever. I honestly think I have ptsd. I've had mad trouble sleeping the past week. Such is things as a young black man

As my depression has worsened over the years, I feel as if time has moved faster than ever before...

hope s*** gets better b

I've been suffering from panic attacks for 7 years but it got drastically worse over the last 2 years and I just feel like I completely lost in life but I also don't belong here you know? I wouldn't even say it's just my own fault, most of it is in the end but I was never meant to prosper in life cuz I could never identify with my surroundings

I feel like 2018-2019 just flew by

I don't even remember 2018.

man, I seriously get memories from 2017-2019 mixed up because those three years have been so samey, feels like the same pile of trash, the same routine every day

those last three years felt like 1 year lmao

Real s***. I feel like an alien nowadays, but don't blame yourself. People like us with these f***ed up mindsets are just byproducts of an evil world. Gotta learn to prioritize our own happiness and drown out the noise

i legit can say this, such an uneventful dry year

I am having fun :)

happy for you

New Year and I still feel like s***

Happy New Years guys

These last couple years have been extremely tough for me but we all need to better ourselves in this new decade.

I’m tired (as I’m assuming you guys are) of this life I’m living. I’m tired of being depressed and sad and feeling alone and pushing people away.

We need to give and accept love. Friend and romantic love.

We need to love ourselves and love our friends / family

I would f*** any nigga up that tried to s*** on you

starting off the decade with depression

hopefully i end 2029 with a suicide

going ok jan 1

Hang in there fam, I know this feeling. ily

What happened

I don't remember most things that year coz I was going through the motions. Low-key I'm glad the suicide attempt didn't go through, because I don't want to imagine the devastation it would've caused. Just tryna cope now

Diddy reflects on one of his toughest years yet.

Though many deemed 2019 an evening of celebration, others spent New Year's Eve in a state of reflection. One such person was Diddy, who took to Instagram to issue an emotionally honest PSA about his own year-long battle with depression. "2019 was a crazy year," begins Diddy, addressing his fans and followers. "It was a great year for some of us and for some of us that s*** was really, really, really hard man. It was a hard year. I'm going to tell everybody that went through a shift, had a hard year, or dealt with heartbreak or loss or not knowing where they're going, depression. I even got affected. 2019 was the year I honestly felt I wanted to give up."

He is, of course, referring to the tragic loss of Kim Porter, the mother of three of his children. Yet Diddy has proven himself as resilient as anyone, never one to let the negative energy overcome him; the man did name himself Love, after all. "But there's this thing where God's not going to put nothing on you that you can't bear," he continues. "For a whole year I went through a state of dark depression. I'm telling you this because I had so many people to help me. To help lift me up."

"There's so many people dealing with depression," he explains. "Nobody's immune to it. No matter how much money or success you have. Depression is at an all-time high. Even I experienced it this year. Before we go into 2020--we need each other. We gotta lift each other up. Lift it up! Anytime you see somebody feeling down, lift them up! We gotta all do our part. We all going to have some good years and some bad years. But I'm ready for 2020."

do you guys feel depressed/down if you go through the same routine everyday ?

Called my dad and he said he didn’t care about me