my tinder bumble and phone dry for a reason man i was always met to be alone

only girl ive loved got taken from me thats when i knew

Been missing too many classes lately..

Chatting with this girl on tinder who thinks I’m cute and she seems pretty cute too

I doubt this gonna lead to anything substantial but it’s just nice to actually talk to someone i guess

I've been paranoid af lately

Yeah man, you're right with that. Been trying to cut down on smoking too much, used to be a daily smoker but now I try to limit that s*** to 4 days a week. Going to the army in January, looking to get my s*** in order with that

What do you mean by don’t want you to be happy? You have all the conditions for happiness in front of you. Some people would kill for a solid job, family, car, etc.

Is there a deeper trauma from your past that hinders your ability to feel consistently happy?

I should also add that gratitude may be key in your case. Each day, think about all you have. It sounds like you are very fortunate to have a lot of things that some would kill for. It’s all right in front of you bro. Much love.

Army will def help and slowing down on smoking is great. (I’ve cut down myself, actually, and it helps)

See? You’re already on your way. Things can only go up from here.

About what? Specific things? General paranoia? Regardless... any idea of where it stems from?

We BECOME what we THINK.

“ i was always met to be alone”

If you keep thinking this s***, you are for sure gonna be alone. Why not have faith? Why give up now? You have plenty of time. You have plenty to give. Just because your s*** dry atm don’t mean your permanently f***ed.

It’s all a matter of perspective.

Why? Tell us more.

General paranoia I guess.

Whatever I do, the worst case scenario pops up in my head and that s*** stresses me the f*** out

about to miss one rn lmao

Ain't no way I'ma be able to make it through four years of school.

I don't even know why I bothered trying this s*** again like I didn't f*** up like two years ago lmao

well i guess my first response to paranoia is:

a. are you getting enough sleep?

b. are you undergoing a ton of stress right now?

c. perhaps you have an undiagnosed psychiatric disorder?

the first two can be addressed in many different ways. i've found that meditation and daily exercise chip away at stress and make sleep more manageable. also, spend more time with friends, family, or just in public. or hell, just watch some funny s*** to make yourself laugh and take your mind off things. what im saying is that there are solutions for you, bud. this doesnt have to be the thing that defines you, the thing that keeps you from living the life you truly deserve.

it goes quicker than you think. trust me. i went to school for almost six years and s*** was over QUICK.

stay busy, get involved, do what you can to make friends, at least TRY in class, and take everything one day at a time.

yeah, I do have a psychiatric disorder but as you said it doesn have to define me.

Thanks for this fam

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