feelingisfirst

5y

dam,...i was seconds away from posting this in the weezer thread but that s*** is new and not trying to f*** it up in just its second page, sooo i guess i would post in here. it'll just get lost i figure in its pages, and it'll be forgotten soon so yeh:

lmao i come back and find the thread locked. man truly went off his rails speaking fantasies on my name. smfh. anyway, just to respond:

look, the only reason i brought up s*** with spacey is because i find it hypocritical for him to talk s*** about another user for doing things that he has done, repeatedly.

i truly find him to actually have mental illness. either he is so delusional that even when someone presents what he has done in front of his face, his mind literally cannot comprehend it, or he recognizes it, and chooses to believe that if he says it didn't happen, it didn't happen.

and more troubling but comical is his routine: he shows his s*** behavior, people call him out on it, he makes up lies, people point out again he's full of s***, and then he'll post about how they're now "blocked" cause they're a "troll", and he "doesn't have time" to even provide any 'evidence' of the lies he's talking about. (which btw, if you have time to post in like 80% of the threads on this site everyday, surellllyyyyy you're not that busy. just saying)

anyway, it's just his thing. he'll be nice. he'll be your e-friend, but for a few unfortunate souls, he'll just obsess over you and harass you. i just think it's f***ed behavior, especially with female users. honestly, if he was like ''damn, sorry man, i didn't realize i was doing that, i thought we were just joking". it's a weak apology, BUT, at least it shows evidence of acknowledgement and recognition of reality.

but that's not what it is for him. he can look at dozens and dozens of his own posts over a course of months and pretend that didn't happen.

if he responds to this, i know it'll be s*** like "he's still obsessed w me, he's a racist, he fetishizes asians" or whatever bullshit. i dont bring this s*** up (in the weezer thread LMAOO f***, goddam) to hope to convert everyone against him or anything. he posts everywhere on this site for years, and 99 percent of the time, he's literally just another string of words on a black screen, i just continue on w my day and it's fine. but yeah, when i see something so glaringly immensely hypocritical that actually affects users, then eh i couldn't help myself and just had to point it out.

on the flipside, i can ignore him for years, but when some random ass person is harassing me out of nowhere, and then they come into my inbox to apologize cause basically spacey told them lies about me so they wouldn't like me, again...that's not f***ing normal.

(smh this man got me breaking my habit of using discord. just for this s*** )

what's even the point of sharing this? its whatever, but at the very best, maybe this will be the post that actually makes him realize what a s***ty person he has been, and start to change. that would be a benefit to everyone in his circle, so blessings if that happens. for those that f*** w him, well, maybe you'll see his s*** differently and maybe get him to change if u care to. i mean, there are multiple people before me and after me that he's harassed to no end, and i mean, if you think about it, how s***ty do you have to be to have multiple people to be disgusted by you on the internet? like, yes, i'll troll s*** in the music sxn for cheap laughs on this site when i step outta my threads, and even then, no one can even remember my ass, much less identify and hate it. you really have to put in WORK to get multiple ppl to hate your ass. in a sick way, it's a testament to the resolve he has in his delusion.

and if you f*** w him, and don't believe me, and maybe to show support of solidarity w the dude, want to hate me, that's chill too. again, in the end, my sense of self-worth and value is truly not tied up to anything on the internet. I'm not the 34 year old bald white dude sitting in a room in israel or wherever the f*** posting 100 times a day hoping so some 19 year olds think im cool.

hayabusa

5y

Picasso is dead. Steve Jobs is dead. Walt Disney is dead. Weezer is dead.

hayabusa

5y

Picasso is dead. Steve Jobs is dead. Walt Disney is dead. Weezer is dead.

feelingisfirst

5y

dam,...i was seconds away from posting this in the weezer thread but that s*** is new and not trying to f*** it up in just its second page, sooo i guess i would post in here. it'll just get lost i figure in its pages, and it'll be forgotten soon so yeh:

lmao i come back and find the thread locked. man truly went off his rails speaking fantasies on my name. smfh. anyway, just to respond:

look, the only reason i brought up s*** with spacey is because i find it hypocritical for him to talk s*** about another user for doing things that he has done, repeatedly.

i truly find him to actually have mental illness. either he is so delusional that even when someone presents what he has done in front of his face, his mind literally cannot comprehend it, or he recognizes it, and chooses to believe that if he says it didn't happen, it didn't happen.

and more troubling but comical is his routine: he shows his s*** behavior, people call him out on it, he makes up lies, people point out again he's full of s***, and then he'll post about how they're now "blocked" cause they're a "troll", and he "doesn't have time" to even provide any 'evidence' of the lies he's talking about. (which btw, if you have time to post in like 80% of the threads on this site everyday, surellllyyyyy you're not that busy. just saying)

anyway, it's just his thing. he'll be nice. he'll be your e-friend, but for a few unfortunate souls, he'll just obsess over you and harass you. i just think it's f***ed behavior, especially with female users. honestly, if he was like ''damn, sorry man, i didn't realize i was doing that, i thought we were just joking". it's a weak apology, BUT, at least it shows evidence of acknowledgement and recognition of reality.

but that's not what it is for him. he can look at dozens and dozens of his own posts over a course of months and pretend that didn't happen.

if he responds to this, i know it'll be s*** like "he's still obsessed w me, he's a racist, he fetishizes asians" or whatever bullshit. i dont bring this s*** up (in the weezer thread LMAOO f***, goddam) to hope to convert everyone against him or anything. he posts everywhere on this site for years, and 99 percent of the time, he's literally just another string of words on a black screen, i just continue on w my day and it's fine. but yeah, when i see something so glaringly immensely hypocritical that actually affects users, then eh i couldn't help myself and just had to point it out.

on the flipside, i can ignore him for years, but when some random ass person is harassing me out of nowhere, and then they come into my inbox to apologize cause basically spacey told them lies about me so they wouldn't like me, again...that's not f***ing normal.

(smh this man got me breaking my habit of using discord. just for this s*** )

what's even the point of sharing this? its whatever, but at the very best, maybe this will be the post that actually makes him realize what a s***ty person he has been, and start to change. that would be a benefit to everyone in his circle, so blessings if that happens. for those that f*** w him, well, maybe you'll see his s*** differently and maybe get him to change if u care to. i mean, there are multiple people before me and after me that he's harassed to no end, and i mean, if you think about it, how s***ty do you have to be to have multiple people to be disgusted by you on the internet? like, yes, i'll troll s*** in the music sxn for cheap laughs on this site when i step outta my threads, and even then, no one can even remember my ass, much less identify and hate it. you really have to put in WORK to get multiple ppl to hate your ass. in a sick way, it's a testament to the resolve he has in his delusion.

and if you f*** w him, and don't believe me, and maybe to show support of solidarity w the dude, want to hate me, that's chill too. again, in the end, my sense of self-worth and value is truly not tied up to anything on the internet. I'm not the 34 year old bald white dude sitting in a room in israel or wherever the f*** posting 100 times a day hoping so some 19 year olds think im cool.

blonded

5y

Shut up, man.

hayabusa

5y

Picasso is dead. Steve Jobs is dead. Walt Disney is dead. Weezer is dead.

orangejuice

5y

@Goo

blonded sends his regards

Goo

5y

Is blonded banned btw