the EP i produced is gettin mixed/mastered
it sounds beautiful
U got lots of cash to burn lmao
idk if i ever posted this just a little something but i kinda wanna do more stuff like this
https://soundcloud.com/ayeimjean/attention-deficit-rough-demo/s-YW5QU?in=ayeimjean/sets/instrumentals/s-R7Qkk7DbTtz
Vegyn
f*** everybody rn tho highkey jean in focus mode no distractions
i still really be wanting to get some p\*\*\*\* tho
How the dating scene out there
Man i HAVE to be bipolar. currently in absolute shambles but atleast ivbeen makin some heat
How the dating scene out there
Used to have a girl out here now i gotta ex out here
Not in college so not meeting people my age and all my friends are older than me so not meeting people my age through them either
Not really many options for me rn but my tinder has been popping fr fr but I don’t want to even put myself in that position tbh. Because of s*** ive been through before i do not like to communicate through my phone over text and ive started to become fearful over it and even just giving people access to who i am in general which i really want to be working on and trying to slowly heal and change that.
I also really want to focus on myself and work on things right now so i can really start putting myself in a better place in my life but i feel like if i get in another relationship that might hold me back from that.
If i do find someone i really want them to be someone who will be pushing me to be greater not trying to pull me down and hurt me. Its hard for me to get out of that mentality that love is only there to hurt me. I feel like such a different person completely after my last relationship and because of what went on thinking about another one isnt easy. But at the same time i feel like im not letting people get close to me with either friendship or relationship and it leaves me feeling empty and so distant from everyone and it sucks.
Idk the next time ill be with someone or even find interest in wanting to be with someone. Even physically that wont make me want to be with someone i think it really has to be an emotional connection for me now but thats hard to have when i dont let anyone in
Sorry this was a long ass vent but at least i formatted it this time
btw ableton is on sale right now
$404 for students
ableton.com/en/shop/education
ableton.com/en/shop/live
$524 regular, but cheaper if u upgrade from another version like lite or standard.
this is super cheap
edit: oh wait
thomannmusic.com/ableton_live_10_suite.htm
this german site sells it for $379
btw ableton is on sale right now
$404 for students
https://www.ableton.com/en/shop/education/
https://www.ableton.com/en/shop/live/
$524 regular, but cheaper if u upgrade from another version like lite or standard.
this is super cheap
edit: oh wait
https://www.thomannmusic.com/ableton_live_10_suite.htm
this german site sells it for $379
Torr - ent. Never ever pay for s*** you dont have to. Save your money for real life
Used to have a girl out here now i gotta ex out here
Not in college so not meeting people my age and all my friends are older than me so not meeting people my age through them either
Not really many options for me rn but my tinder has been popping fr fr but I don’t want to even put myself in that position tbh. Because of s*** ive been through before i do not like to communicate through my phone over text and ive started to become fearful over it and even just giving people access to who i am in general which i really want to be working on and trying to slowly heal and change that.
I also really want to focus on myself and work on things right now so i can really start putting myself in a better place in my life but i feel like if i get in another relationship that might hold me back from that.
If i do find someone i really want them to be someone who will be pushing me to be greater not trying to pull me down and hurt me. Its hard for me to get out of that mentality that love is only there to hurt me. I feel like such a different person completely after my last relationship and because of what went on thinking about another one isnt easy. But at the same time i feel like im not letting people get close to me with either friendship or relationship and it leaves me feeling empty and so distant from everyone and it sucks.
Idk the next time ill be with someone or even find interest in wanting to be with someone. Even physically that wont make me want to be with someone i think it really has to be an emotional connection for me now but thats hard to have when i dont let anyone in
Sorry this was a long ass vent but at least i formatted it this time
It's better to date older anyway if u looking for something legit which it seems youre open to.
Dont be afraid to let people in that you know u can trust
Torr - ent. Never ever pay for s*** you dont have to. Save your money for real life
i do torrent all my stuff but sometimes its nice owning it ya know
in the future ima fully purchase ableton
It's better to date older anyway if u looking for something legit which it seems youre open to.
Dont be afraid to let people in that you know u can trust
Thank you 🖤
Def willing to date older and people older than me always say I’m really mature but idk if they really want someone younger but the people my age aren’t doing the same stuff that I’m doing right now imma figure it out tho i dont even want anything right now so i shouldn’t even worry about it i guess
btw ableton is on sale right now
$404 for students
https://www.ableton.com/en/shop/education/
https://www.ableton.com/en/shop/live/
$524 regular, but cheaper if u upgrade from another version like lite or standard.
this is super cheap
edit: oh wait
https://www.thomannmusic.com/ableton_live_10_suite.htm
this german site sells it for $379
I used to be able to get ableton suite for like 200 through my job the discounts were wild
I was able to get a push 2 with suite included for $500
I used to be able to get ableton suite for like 200 through my job the discounts were wild
I was able to get a push 2 with suite included for $500
Damn
I have a push 2 that s*** costed me 540
Used to have a girl out here now i gotta ex out here
Not in college so not meeting people my age and all my friends are older than me so not meeting people my age through them either
Not really many options for me rn but my tinder has been popping fr fr but I don’t want to even put myself in that position tbh. Because of s*** ive been through before i do not like to communicate through my phone over text and ive started to become fearful over it and even just giving people access to who i am in general which i really want to be working on and trying to slowly heal and change that.
I also really want to focus on myself and work on things right now so i can really start putting myself in a better place in my life but i feel like if i get in another relationship that might hold me back from that.
If i do find someone i really want them to be someone who will be pushing me to be greater not trying to pull me down and hurt me. Its hard for me to get out of that mentality that love is only there to hurt me. I feel like such a different person completely after my last relationship and because of what went on thinking about another one isnt easy. But at the same time i feel like im not letting people get close to me with either friendship or relationship and it leaves me feeling empty and so distant from everyone and it sucks.
Idk the next time ill be with someone or even find interest in wanting to be with someone. Even physically that wont make me want to be with someone i think it really has to be an emotional connection for me now but thats hard to have when i dont let anyone in
Sorry this was a long ass vent but at least i formatted it this time
Take your time and don’t force it it’s OK