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Yes, full disclosure I don't believe I have a strong enough grasp of the practice to charge. I've only been doing readings for myself for 2-3 years at this point.

That's sufficient. If there's anything else you feel is important for me to know you can tell me that too.

I'm at work now but I'll keep you in mind and do the reading tonight after my meditation.

@emu do you have a discord or something I can send you messages via cuz ktt messages so bad

Im shy lol 🙈

But here goes anyway.

This spread is a 12 card circular spread with the 13th card being the overall theme of the year set in the center.

January:

The Tower — Upheaval, Awakening, Disruption. The point of which is to help you learn an important truth about your self. If you are entrenched in a lifestyle or habit that you know to be bad, the coming disruption will be all the more powerful

February:

The Star — Hope, Faith, Renewal. A very positive card, consulting your horoscope can be beneficial. A young woman may enter your life. This card could also be urging you to develop your talents or exert yourself to achieve your ideals.

March:

Six of Wands — Acclaim, Success, Victory. Another very positive card when considered after The Star. Problems will be solved, agreements will be reached, good news is on the way.

April:

Temperance — Patience, Balance, Cooperation. A sensible approach reaps rewards. You ought to slow down, reevaluate your position, and remain open to compromise. A new friendship may blossom.

May:

The Fool — New Beginnings, Spontaneity, Originality. You would be wise to leave the past behind and get on with starting something new. This period could be filled with much nervous energy, sudden developments could catch you off guard until you regain your bearings. A new relationship may start or an unconventional person may enter your life. The Fool can also represent a gay or bisexual individual who may influence the situation. In conjunction with The World (July) this card could mean physical travel.

June:

Ace of Wands — Inspiration, Opportunity, Potential. You have the energy at your disposal to lay new foundations and begin something promising. This could be the start of something big.

July:

The World — Completion, Triumph, Harmony. In conjunction with The Fool, travel may be possible. Another very positive card. The completion of a cycle. Again referencing The Fool these cards are the beginning and end of the Major Arcana. Expect May-July to be a time of intensity.

August:

Eight of Swords — Imprisonment, Self Victim, Entrapment. The Eight of Swords represents fear, blockage, limitation, and restriction that are often self-imposed. You may feel boxed in by circumstances, but the more important limitations are caused by your own refusal to open your mind to the truth of the situation. You must face your fears before you can make an important decision.

September:

Page of Coins — Endeavor, Manifestation, Foundation. Coins indicate a need to care for physical and material needs. A small financial gain may present itself, be sure to do your homework and read all the fine print. Be careful with written communication in particular. The Eight of Swords followed by this card indicates struggle with communication and getting your point across.

October:

Queen of Wands — Courage, Fierce Energy, Warmth. The energy, independanc of thought, kindness, and generosity of the Queen of Wands promises a successful outcome to any venture she initiates. Career-Mindedness. This card represents a wife or mother, or a woman of high energy who has seemingly endless depth. This card could be telling you to lean into your warm and feminine energy.

November:

Five of Cups — Lamentation, Pessimism, Regret. Our first outright negative card in the spread. You can’t have the good without some bad after all. You may suffer a loss or a disappointment or you may feel abandoned by a loved one. Not all is lost, however. Something remains to be salvaged from the situation. You can either focus on the glass being half-empty or half-full. Do not shirk from negative emotions, lean into them and allow yourself to grieve.

December:

Ten of Wands — Accomplishment, Burden, Responsibility. You may have taken on too many responsibilities this year and are now struggling to bear the load. A need to develop better awareness of your limits presents itself. The world will go on turning without you, so don’t let your ambitions steal you from your friends and family.

And the card presiding over your entire 2021 is…

Strength — Self-Mastery, Control, Discipline. You will need to rely on inner strength, patience, and gentleness to solve your problems. A year of good physical health is on the horizon. Mostly this card is telling me that you have it within you to make this year whatever you desire, so long as you do not bullshit yourself. The boldest lies we tell are often the ones we whisper to ourself when no one is around. Be your own best friend, and when you fall, be gentle on yourself.

I hope you gather something of use from this. >_<

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What's up?

You skipped me

I have a little more rapport with Emu. I haven't forgotten about you. If you're still interested I can make it happen later today when I'm not at work.

ohhh ok

Don't worry I'm not deleting anything.

Thanks for being kind. I'm always worried about my ability when I read for others >_<

Haven't forgotten. My wife asked for a reading and I'm wiped out. >_<

Sadge type day

I heard the tales passed down from ancient ones.
The winged castle white, once tall and bright.
It’s said they had the means to fly to suns.

The earth grows up its jagged metal height
As tree roots reclaiming what once defied
Gravity, it must be kept behind bars

I see the remnants shoot across the sky
They soar past heavens, sleep amongst the stars
I yearn to watch it blast away from earth

I wish they left me more to find the site
Inside myself i set alight the hearth,
I have my quest, but know I am no knight

My purpose clear, I surely must reclaim
What once was lost to time I have to find.
Or else I fear I will not live - for shame.

I ride my mount, it seems my fate entwined
With echoes and starlight, lonely at night.
Open world, not enough, so confined.

I dream of what I find inside the light
I dream of nights I spend among starlight

You ever leave a group and come back and leave and come back and wonder what the f*** you're doing cuz you don't feel actually close to any of them even tho you know the group for like 4-5 years?

Ed, It's a loop
She said from below
Above
Pool, as tide

I think you're right.

I just don't have irl friends u know...

But I don't really have e friends either it feels like lol