I always knew p*** is "not reality" so it doesn't bother me, I also know what I like at this point too. I go through phases where I dont watch it at all & then phases I do. Its always been like that for me since HS, it just depends.
Theres also p*** I enjoy watching but wouldnt do irl like a gangbang or sumn s***. I think I like cam videos more than anything tho at this point.
Also, watching p*** with a girl > > >