these were not supposed to be done monthly but here we are

man soo much has happened

finally f***ed on some t and the women were all ugly so far z takes forever to text back but she is reassuring. so that's nice. And J really looks like a keeper but lately I've been getting really anxious about it all. Something about it just feels dirty and perverted. I feel like im doing something wrong i want something pure and clear

but the flame isn't working for me anymore i get no likes no one likes me anymore x🥲

but lookey hear. I haven't really progressed in anything but im kinda coasting in life with no real goals rn. Not really feeling bad or good just neutral. Just kinda meh

Im really focused in j rn though I think im getting attached im starting to not think about other things

I just feel like there's something not right.😒

gonna go focus on my dreams now

and duwap got some heat

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturdaay Love

Sundays are really coo

hahaha im back!

this b**** Z hasn't texted me since my first post smh

i hate sundays

sunday's are for the beautiful ones

I got much closer to j now i don't feel scared of her anymore. But that could soon come later but she on my minddd.

thats nice

im feeling optimistic about everything rn. Especially since she was touching my d*** for like an hour in the car. But no real bad feelinsss rn just that i have to go confront my parents f*** im still in my room

But everything is doing fine

Also thank you philip linsday for giving me -2 fantasy points

welp she tried to break up witchu and sheit and you still got z and xavier 😶 and I might get a lil sum sum tommorow

bet 25 on the pats winning and i got a big fantasy matchup today

I feel like ima lose both

F*** is it too late