One of these days I'm fed up with this f***ing house

On this Walmart toilet fighting for my damn life

I keep having this deep feeling of anxiety mixed with deep shame and embarrassment even with my memories of hs I can't help but think i haven't been as dissociated as i think. i think the fact a decade passed and everyone most likely moved on from hs made me feel comforted? But like lately a lot of has been popping up to make me think hey we didn't forget you

Bro I'm so f***in paranoid still

I can't believe i let mhmd pull my hood down bruh that's so gay

20 min on the elliptical daily let's go

What If My future wife doesn't eat halal bruh

Ehh

I'm tryna just coast off life

Three continents in a year is insane

Bruh I'm so f***ing frustrated with how f***ing difficult m0m is god F***INGDAMN

Turning down a free hotel because YOUR F***ING RĒTARDED

This trip starting to look like a f***ing headache bro omfgggg

This constant pattern of them going out their way to be difficult will kill me

I feel PAIN when I drive past hallford and think about that rejection in 2012

Another night i woke up suffocating on my own vomit

Damn it feels good to leave to on your own terms

about to head out and i feel anxious af idk why