What a depressing sequence of events

No job
No Hoes
Debt
Lonely
Soon to be broke
Pushing turty

Life been like this for 8 years now

You know what sucks is when something in life is weighing down on you but you can't tell anyone not out of privacy but for the simple fact everyone will minimize your issues like its not a big deal and there's much worse problems to have.

Starting to feel hopeless this job search will crush your confidence in so many cruel ways

And like the hoes situation

Everytime i go to twh33d looking for a mental boost i get do dpr3sd

Saudi felt like a real vacation a real mental reset. needed that.

Back in the Er this time for throat issues

More stakes on the line

Working for ussf
Employed
Mrg advancement push

But i know all this is for naught

I'm fully not getting this job i swear and i promise

This loan debt creeping up on me

Feeling out of control...

Get your job and keep it.

groundbreakin advice

Might be coming back

Bruh my throat is killing me and i can't find a cure

Perpetually state of up and down brokeness since i left the hawks

So a few late night thoughts on seeking a zwj

• I feel like my options (outside of khlfh) are nonexistent

• I think agewise people are starting to let me know going above 23 is looking unrealistic which is very very concerning to me considering i dont think its that crazy to want zwj thats close to their age I dont wanna cave into one thats frhias age

• i really haven't been financially stable and my Employment status has been shaky for at least 3 years. I think that's been a hugeeee reason why nothing has been set in motion. I'm not a dumbass I'm not listening to rėtards telling me "oh who cares if you're broke go thru with it
  🤪" like no that's stupid af obv you need guap

Kc was telling me go out and ask around and doors will open but nigga WHO do u ask man. Im not about to go let these WEIRDDDDD ass niggas get involved with my business. Weird ass twhd niggas with weird standards no thank you.

It really boils down to financial stability. Which i have none right now. Im pushing 30 and still can't reliably pay bills that's sad as f***

Idk i just been in a weird ass space for 3 years. I should've been graduated. I shouldve been working. I should've been mrd. Like im really finding how behind ive been for a while and it's catching up to me.

Man that smell of the air freshener in the hotel in mecca will always be a signifier of peace

Late but how f***ing stupid can mom be to think Turkish airlines serves pork

Most longest drawn out rejection ever. Like At this point what's the point of being optimistic