Been so alone lately

Money is at the root of most of my issues

Need doritos

And prob shax too

Man this would've been it lol

Helping kc apt out lately make me realize i need to get settled soon

Idek when i can go to mcn bc now ik there's a chance he be bullshittin

Then again I'm bsin too lowkey

Lowkirkunienly

Job stuck -> no money -> no mrg

Them loans f***ed me up and i didnt even need them tbh lol

Feel empty and nothing inside me during the day I'm struggling to find things to fill my day

Just realized i haven't had a stable job since 2022 (we are entering 2026)

No girl
No money
No real job
Debt
Fat
Almost 30
Mental health cooked

Why shouldn't i just kill myself rn?

So disgusted looking at myself in the mirror

Have i reached the point where only real life action can get me

There's so much of my life and past i hate

This loan debt will kill my credit omg

Is this the year i finally find a j** i actually like

Is this the year i gt mrd

That's about it

Ima get a ps5 as soon as i get paid

But i have this loan s*** and bills lurking

Rmdns dad telling me to save money before i talk crazy. needed to hear that

Had an eventful last couple days hosting abdllas brother and kcs wdg

I feel horrible that i spent the last couple days around friends and family and now i go back to my regular dark lonely depressing life.

The more i think about its actually crazy every single one of my friends but omar are mrd