Idk why i got anxiety over my job tbh
I'm in a good spot rn but i can't get too complacent
Thinking about that time in ramadan that one canadian nigga abdifatah i was talking to him thinking he was gonna connect me with sum whole time nigga was just yapping about sum bullshit about how good he is with hoes man
Connections aside i got $6k to my name rn
how tf am i gonna live a mrd life supporting two families
just up late night thinking of how much univision telefutura and galavision meant to me as a kid growing up with no cable obsessed with soccer
Just been at home cooling watching world cup games all day working from home its lowkey chill tbh just vibin consumin hella soccer i feel like a kid again
Prob shouldve went to the Morocco haiti game but my fear of loneliness beat my fomo
I can't win
Prob fine s*** in here but f*** it bc all i can do is stare
I needa see if qsm is chedda da connect
I was thinking about circling back to ohio girl but i seen she was the friend from that one talking attempt
I really need to remind myself to let this go lol but i have no other options. Literally exhausted all my options. I dont wanna settle on someone just bc i have no other choice
Lowkey a vibe to just chill at home watching soccer all day. I miss when life was this simple.