You go to school, you follow all the rules, you live inside
Realize there's something in your eyes, you're back again
From the spine rising through the mind, you give it up

I had to go to the chiropractor my spine is a bit loose

hope everything turns out fine, spine injuries the worst

@DonutHole

did u listen to this album or a different 6 hour long album think u made a thread about listening to a long ass album I kinda wanna read through it

ktt2.com/live-reaction-to-the-album-that-breaks-you-108049

@Womanpuncher69 u good fam?

but nah for real how are u doing

doing alright rn waiting on a few job responses, feel like I went through a manic episode a couple days ago but idk I never really went and checked out my mental health before or anything hbu

word well that’s at least one good thing is you’ve been active in the job search thing

i’ve just been thinking about my own mental and overall health lately... i feel like i’ve let myself get off track of things for too long

been feeling the same about mental health for years now I just dont know how to get help for it, it either cost money or I need someone else to rec me

damn... might have to search online in your area these days idk

i’ve been worrying about the money for it too i’m still handling school s***

school made my s*** 100x worse good luck I guess in that regard im lucky I got suspended for the year but idk how to break that news to my mom

plus i got late bills rn f*** all this s*** but if u can figure out somehow to go to a therapist that s*** might help

im sorry fam. we all need a little help sometimes fr i wouldn’t be here if i had to do everything in my life myself (family looked out for me sometimes) but... i feel like as i’m getting older i gotta take care of myself way better than i have been

idk what your insurance is like or whether u even have it and that type of stuff

idk any thing about that type of stuff but yeah I always tried to figure s*** on my own, had to learn the hard way its alright to ask for help

unfortunately it’s super convoluted and normally does require some $ but i’m beginning to think it’s worth trying to better your mental health

things u should figure out:

if you have insurance: what type of insurance u have, most likely under your parent(s) name if they have it

if you don’t have insurance, see if you’re eligible for it some other way either by way of household income maybe they would get u some compensation towards it or some other thing

that being said just take one step at a time, maybe try and think about what u feel is causing some of these issues and that’ll help you later on

ahh p**** avy back @Womanpuncher69

i was about to say there may be some resources at your school but idk if they’d help u rn since you’re suspended