Yo its funny to me. Like back in the day i was super scared of Illumanity stuff but was a huge Rocky fan. When i watched that Wassup video i was like trying super hard to say like "Nah its all a bad dream its artistic etc" Like i wouldnt have done that for any other artist back in the day. I really stanned Rocky.The song was and still is fire to me.
see u make a good point but tbh its funny to me. Like back in the day i was super scared of Illumanity stuff but was a huge Rocky fan. When i watched that Wassup video i was like trying super hard to say like "Nah its all a bad dream its artistic etc" Like i wouldnt have done that for any other artist back in the day. I really stanned Rocky.The song was and still is fire to me.
the worst part is people care about me and i ignore them or push them away. it's all on me
the beauty within is that means I'm also able to change that on my own
but honestly im scared of reaching out. when i lost everyone i felt more alone than i ever had before. so hurt i could feel it in my stomach. and im scared of that feeling again yk
i dont want to grow attached to people bc it's easier just drifting thru life untethered. well it's not easier for me but its easier for everyone else yk. all the ppl id hurt if they let me in 2 their life
Move to life sxn
Also
Move to life sxn
Also
shh shhh mods sleep
its ok tho thanks
it's entirely my own burden and ik i can handle it
I'm crine. Why would someone disguise a cry for help as a thread about ASAP Rocky pics
I'm crine. Why would someone disguise a cry for help as a thread about ASAP Rocky pics
bro fr
Yo its funny to me. Like back in the day i was super scared of Illumanity stuff but was a huge Rocky fan. When i watched that Wassup video i was like trying super hard to say like "Nah its all a bad dream its artistic etc" Like i wouldnt have done that for any other artist back in the day. I really stanned Rocky.The song was and still is fire to me.
ok fr fr tho i love this post
every day i wake up and ask myself how much longer i can make it all alone like this
I can relate tho Went out with some friends a few nights ago, ran into some other people from our high school and I felt like I can't talk to people on a genuine level anymore. I'm not doing anything with my life right now and it's f***ing up everything else
I can relate tho Went out with some friends a few nights ago, ran into some other people from our high school and I felt like I can't talk to people on a genuine level anymore. I'm not doing anything with my life right now and it's f***ing up everything else
You smoke a lot?
I can relate tho Went out with some friends a few nights ago, ran into some other people from our high school and I felt like I can't talk to people on a genuine level anymore. I'm not doing anything with my life right now and it's f***ing up everything else
they wont ever know the real you.
nobody will.
but that's not all the being alone means. being well and truly alone means there's really nothing left, no ties to the world outside ur door. and im not that far gone yet but who knows how much longer yk
anyway yeah u gotta take that task of finding happiness on by yourself. the truly happiest man knows how to be happy with only himself
they wont ever know the real you.
nobody will.
but that's not all the being alone means. being well and truly alone means there's really nothing left, no ties to the world outside ur door. and im not that far gone yet but who knows how much longer yk
anyway yeah u gotta take that task of finding happiness on by yourself. the truly happiest man knows how to be happy with only himself
Needed this mind if I screenshot as a daily reminder?
You smoke a lot?
Yeah, daily. I quit for like 2 weeks last month and still wasn't motivated or more productive, so I went right back to smoking But I want to quit fr, I know it's not healthy
Yeah, daily. I quit for like 2 weeks last month and still wasn't motivated or more productive, so I went right back to smoking But I want to quit fr, I know it's not healthy
i took like a month off 2 prep for a d*** test literally the day before 4/20
needless to say i went ham afterwards
i think i was high like 4 days straight? i timeskipped to sunday lol
think abt this. ask urself why u wanna quit. find a rlly good reason for u. then keep that in mind whenever u think abt smoking
Yeah, daily. I quit for like 2 weeks last month and still wasn't motivated or more productive, so I went right back to smoking But I want to quit fr, I know it's not healthy
Im asking bc i was in the same boat. I forgot how to talk to people if i wasnt seeing them daily. Small talk was a no go, everything felt fake. Turns out it was definitely the weed
I quit like a year ago and u realise everything aint as serious as it seems when ur high all the time. So dont trip and think youve gone insane or something, its a very common side-effect.
That brain fog is a b****, makes u stop growing and developing fr 😂
Seek profesional help or a job
already have a job
no im not fit for therapy
Lookin' at a nigga sideways
Can't read 'em like my car plates
Car speed like my heart rate
Know I seem kinda irate
I just wanna see with my eyes straight
Got a blind date with a bad b**** from a dark place
On the highway to Hell in a i8 on the I-98
Never mind what they say
It's only all about what I think
Could have used this for pride
we'll see when the great big american public logs on
wanna bump it for me then? ill be sleeping