yeah about what you'd expect

Good enough for me

merry christmas @saveme and the safe place inhabitants

hope you have a good one fam

merry xmas ruckus have a very good day

it’s between aranofsky, von trier or tarantino i’d probably pick tarantino tho if i absolutely had 2 pick lol

what about u?

have a nice day 😄 @op merry christmas hope your final days of 2022 are wonderful

merry xmas 2 u as well, hope u have a wonderful day

searching 4 a sense of normalcy

wish this day was over

F A i T H

i'm stuck & i
can't get off of this rollercoaster.
head on with a locomotive.
waking up with no emotion.
comatose & close to overdosing.
low & behold, below the surface
my spirit is defeated & my soul is hopeless,
& no one notices.
all these lame ass hoes are bogus.
fake ass niggas show their motives.

all i ever wanted was at least some
partial closure.
i've lost composure as i've gotten older.
it's like carrying the entire f***ing world
upon my shoulders.
f*** my life, i'm starting over.
always high & hardly sober.
can't even stand up straight, i'm falling over.
too damn ashamed to call my mother.
guess that's why my heart is cold, bruh.
feeling like a startled cobra,
so much venom in my veins.
middle fingers in the air,
in this endless pit of pain.
i've tried to make some changes but
the differences remain.
i've made some s*** decisions,
cynicism mixed with shame.
i'm trapped inside my mind,
i've been confined
to my affliction.
i cannot seem to find
some peace of mind
for my addiction.
i just wanna drift away.
sometimes life just seems so senseless.
i've been fighting in the trenches.
been imprisoned in this lifeless,
grim environment of temptation
where it seems like time is endless.
it begins tightening it's grip.
happiness & all of my vices
have been stripped,
there's anesthàesia on the brain.
my wisdom has been insufficient.
interests have been inconsistent.
love cannot be easily explained.
i wish i didnt have such indecision,
& could split in half my inhibitions.
i can't sleep & it's to blame.
it runs deep within my veins,
steep within this abyss,
it breeds a blissful pain.

@ruckus post the list here

fam

i thought about it and i think ill hold back

noooo let me see it

it’s not cheating, i just wanna see what u had cmonnn

that sounded interesting

this is the safe place, the planner thread bullies can’t hurt u here

prepare

no particular order mind

uk dust would of been