I had an on/off thing w the girl of my dreams for over a year, recently she told me she loves me and wants to work on us building a relationship.. things were going just fine, every night told me “this time feels better than every time before” just to ask for a break and some distance last night.. don’t know how to feel
Let her go, that’s not what you want. Breaks aren’t a thing (Especially not this many times). You should’ve told her we can either fix things or we’re done for good. Begin no contact, focus on yourself, and whatever happens, happens.