Until I bleed for myself, it's an abel saying, he wants to be without d**** so badly, but when he bleeds (heart bleeds / breaks), he will do d**** again, does anyone agree?

I’m not really sure but I’m sure that this s*** is 🔥

I wonder if it's meant to mean only one thing but damn that s*** hit

He killed himself. He alludes to it the whole album. It's way too late. Leaving into the night. The list goes on!!

It’s him saying he doesn’t need the d**** nor the girl he’s heartbroken about anymore

....trying to convince himself anyway