Life and the creative being separate on this forum is confusing to me, but whatever, if you know me, then you know I've been on KTT since MBDTF, not that proves anything or diminishes anyone else's passage to this great forum, just wanted to clarify.

I made this thread on Creativity, but I wanted to share it here as well.

Inspired by @Killziah, share your art, vent about your current mental state, please all love in this thread, complete and unconditional. How's everyone feeling? What's everyone creating?

instagram.com/mettamodernist ( the full video & more vids here.)

LOVE TO ALLLLLLLLLLL

Share your s***, plug your s***!

hi

Im struggling to find even basic work. My resume gaps apperently doomed me, despite being in education for that period.

My biggest accomplishments don't work on a resume, so it looks as if I do nothing but sit home.

Finding a basic ass office job means I compete with 200 people for minimum wage.

Security work seems good but they mainly hire veterans and police.

I still have a criminal record for another 4 months.

Still overpaying for my apartment.

My relationship is prolly dead.

My dads probably dying and refuses to tell anybody.

Every day I wake up and wonder what the f*** im gonna do.

Oh, and facism has risen in the united states

• I made this into a thread but I regret not moving out after CC for various reasons

• the past couple of weeks made me realize the half of people I cared or trusted about are fake. These group of guys made a GC without including me and this chick I kept in touch with overseas ain't contacting me no more. Only have couple of people left as genuine friend and one of them left already for college, though only couple of hours away. People being fake doesn't really hurt me that much anymore, since I've been in this situation few other times and practically got numb to it. F*** everyone

• Used to be in a relationship couple of years ago (haven't been in one since) and my thought of not being in one still sits in the back of my mind to this day and it's tough to detach from that thought. During pandemic it made it tough to form connection with people outside of my friend circle and even then they don't help me in that regard. There are online sites I could go to, but I practically have zero chance on there given people are only looking for attention and me being some middle of the road asian doesn't help either. Recently gotten someone's LinkedIn (I met at a grocery store) and talked for a little, but haven't contacted the person since and having some doubts. I've learned to let these thoughts go and focus on my aspirations, but it returns every once in a while.

Overall these are some of the matters I'm currently dealing with and made me learn some valuable lessons. At end of the day, I'm determined to reach my goals and situations like these that are taxing mentally help me become stronger as a person.

im feeling h****

(im feeling h****)

Imposter syndrome is a b****

FACTSSSSSSSSS, QUITE THE INNER CRITICS

YOOOO this is a therapy/vent thread, keep it going!!!!

I'm chillin

I’m really mad breonna taylor was murdered. And the way it happened sickens me

I wish the US wasn’t so “anti-equal” when literally the US has justice for all in the pledge of allegiance

if i have to be in a zoom call for a class next semester i will lose my mind

toxic positivity is some s*** uh

too much

what is toxic positivity?

Ive struggled socially since transferring universities, things did get a little better pre covid, but since I've basically had 1-2 friends for the past 6 months and it makes me feel lonely. Other people interact with me when they need stuff out of me, like homework/exam answers or a ride, but the second that's over with they forget I exist. Of my two friends, one studies 24/7 and the other works long hours and spends a lot of time in another state with their sugar daddy so I don't see them really.

I don't know how to make friends rn cuz literally every single person I know is pretending like there is no pandemic - like even study groups are meeting at restaurants.

I kinda wanna try a dating app, to at least meet new people if a relationship isn't possible, but it hasn't worked in the past and I struggle to get my personality to show in a conversation with a stranger.

Its not all negative and I realize many people are in worse situations rn, but I wanted to get it out somewhere.

You shoulda sent Paper Trail to that foreign broad

I'm tired of dealing with fake people. I hate receiving these texts of "I miss you so much" but you know damn well you lying. I'm just tired of toxicity and people who aren't straightforward

Nah f*** her

I’m frustrated at my job. I work at T-Mobile. Ever since the merger with Sprint it’s been a lot more stressful. Dealing with Sprint customers is a f***ing pain in the ass. They don’t know what they want and don’t even know what they have on their account. To even do the simplest things it takes forever. I hate this merger.

In our defense the accounts are weird af now

F***