fool me once shame on you

fools me twice shame on me

I’m sick of this s***. I won’t allow you to waste my time again.

Bru I fooled myself and I ain't even know it

I've been f***ed over, left for dead, dissed and forgotten
Luck ran out, they hoped that I'd be gone, stiff and rotten
Y'all just piss on me, s*** on me, spit on my grave (uh)
Talk about me, laugh behind my back but in my face
Y'all some "well wishers, " friendly acting, envy hiding snakes
With your hands out for my money, man, how much can I take?

stop wasting my MFing time please !!!1

U good ?

It's been a rough few weeks. I made a lot of mistakes. But I know that I need to move on. It's just really hard. Thank you for checking on me though, I really appreciate it.

Basically, I burnt a bridge with a girl I liked while I was drunk. I told her I had no interest in continuing being friends and she said she didn’t want to be in a relationship with me. So we’re done. I felt like I was very rude in how I said it so I apologised twice the day after and she said it was cool.

But now, not only am I struggling to get over the fact that my relationship with this girl that I really liked is destroyed forever, but I’m also struggling with feeling like a d***head for burning a bridge rather than moving on peacefully.

I feel like I had to cut her off. I’m filled with regret about how it went down but it was killing me that she wasn’t into me. I’ve spent months posting on here about this girl, I couldn’t continue to live like that.

It felt like she had me wrapped around her finger. She kept doing s*** to me that made me feel like she didn’t give a f*** about me, and then would turn around and do something incredibly nice. But that was wreaking havoc with my emotions. It’s my fault, she doesn’t owe me anything, but selfishly I know I couldn’t deal with that anymore.

It kills me that I’ll never spend time with her again, but would I really be happy if I spent a few hours with her and then spent the next two weeks overanalysing it? I should have been more polite when I told her how I felt but I was drunk and emotional. Even then, would she want to hang out with me knowing that I wanted a relationship and she didn’t? Would we have been able to make it work? I doubt it. And it probably would have caused me more pain in the long run.

I just have to suffer this now. And hopefully it will be better in the long run. But I feel like I was wrong. Well, I feel like I was selfish. I prioritised my own emotions over the feelings of someone else, or what the “correct” thing to do was. But is that really “wrong”? Maybe not.

She was f***ing with me. I don’t know if it’s true, but that’s how I feel. Whether or not she intended all of it, she never respected me or felt like she owed me anything. And that’s fine. But it means I’m going to cut you off when I can no longer handle that. And I wish I had done it in a better way. I really wish I did. But I didn’t. So I have to deal with how it happened.

I’ll care about you till the day I die. I wish you felt the same way about me. But if you don’t, then I’m sorry but I have to move on. And if I could, I would have done it without cutting you off. But I couldn’t. And im sorry about that. I wish it didn’t have to be this way. I really really do. But that’s the way it is. I wish I could make you understand how much I care about you.

Yea I be goin thru it too op we’ll make it out

Lmao

You actually did the right thing and shouldn’t have apologized.

Thank you. I’m on the way to being over that now.

I’ve recently become romantically involved with someone I’m going to be in constant contact with for years through work / university. I like her but I’m not ready to commit to anything yet. I just worry that if my feelings don’t develop more then I’m going to end up having to end it, and that’s going to be a messy situation. Oh well.

Also I really appreciate you checking on this thread.

Np dawg. Wish I had the balls to do what you’re doing with this thread 👍🏿

@Grif how have you been my guy?

Thread kind of sus…

I’m been doing really well recently. I’ve had a lot of stress on my mind but I’m a lot better at dealing with it.

How have you been doing?

I’m a fool