i can explain
i can explain
You're h****
You're h****
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S*** gonna push me into psychosis, I’ve had crazy sleep issues my whole life, runs in my family
Like beyond the insomnia, I had insano night terrors as a kid, which is pretty much when you wake up, but you have total amnesia and you’re hallucinating some DMT hellscape blended with the real world
Also tons of sleep paralysis where I’d wake up and my eyes would force shut, and I’d hear static in both of my ears that just got louder and louder, and then a choir of screaming people would emerge from the static, getting louder and louder until it’d just suddenly stop and I’d be awake again. Still get that one on occasion
These days though it’s mostly just the insomnia and the occasional false awakening
Which is basically when you dream about waking up when you’re obv not awake, and that doesn’t sound that bad, but for me and many others, you get caught in this surreal nightmare uncanny valley version of the world, stuck in a f***ing loop where as soon as you realize that you’re not actually awake, you “wake up” from your dream, thinking it was just a nightmare, but you’re still in the dream. Mine usually loop at least like 5 times, probably 15+ at most. Groundhog Day from Hell. The world is always in some muted monochrome color in mine, and my body is incredibly bogged down and heavy, and there’s just this disgustingly thick aura of evil/paranoia in the air
ima still buy the shaman root I just wanted to yap
this is f***ing crazy
my biggest fear is getting sleep paralysis
spookiest thing that u can remeber from all these experiences??
ive never had any issues with non of this/
ive had false awakening a few times before and its always just funny or strange.
one time i lucid dreamed with this tenchique where u count ur fingers every 30 minutes and then youll eventually do it in a dream, if the fingers are wrong it means ur in a dream. it worked and i just couldnt wake up and it was terrifying lol. i was like 14
this is f***ing crazy
my biggest fear is getting sleep paralysis
spookiest thing that u can remeber from all these experiences??
ive never had any issues with non of this/
ive had false awakening a few times before and its always just funny or strange.
one time i lucid dreamed with this tenchique where u count ur fingers every 30 minutes and then youll eventually do it in a dream, if the fingers are wrong it means ur in a dream. it worked and i just couldnt wake up and it was terrifying lol. i was like 14
it was a lot easier for me to lucid dream during times when i woke up, then went back to sleep for a little bit longer. like being in that hazy state bouncing between dreams and awakeness not just the deep sleep u feel me
this is f***ing crazy
my biggest fear is getting sleep paralysis
spookiest thing that u can remeber from all these experiences??
ive never had any issues with non of this/
ive had false awakening a few times before and its always just funny or strange.
one time i lucid dreamed with this tenchique where u count ur fingers every 30 minutes and then youll eventually do it in a dream, if the fingers are wrong it means ur in a dream. it worked and i just couldnt wake up and it was terrifying lol. i was like 14
My sleep paralysis angel started touching me Lol
that user not supposed to be in here
I got on break early deal with it
I got on break early deal with it
didnt mean you meant that other user whose identity i wont reveal
I got on break early deal with it
Working at 4 am is crZy
this is f***ing crazy
my biggest fear is getting sleep paralysis
spookiest thing that u can remeber from all these experiences??
ive never had any issues with non of this/
ive had false awakening a few times before and its always just funny or strange.
one time i lucid dreamed with this tenchique where u count ur fingers every 30 minutes and then youll eventually do it in a dream, if the fingers are wrong it means ur in a dream. it worked and i just couldnt wake up and it was terrifying lol. i was like 14
Doing this finger technique (
) to induce lucid dreaming as a middle schooler is an esoteric headcase rite of passage
didnt mean you meant that other user whose identity i wont reveal
Vague posting is back
it sounded cool but now kinda sounds scary
the times i lucid dreamed kinda turned scary a few times anyway ngl, when youre riding the fine line between your reality breaking down before your eyes
yeah I’d def try it with the possibility it could be incredibly unpleasant being stuck in a nightmare that feels as real as real life and lasts for what feels like hours and hours. and u remember vividly.
worth it for the novelty though. and the chance its somewhat bearable or even pleasant to see what the experience is like
didnt mean you meant that other user whose identity i wont reveal
Ah prince Charles whoever
Ah prince Charles whoever
The Epstein affiliate?
Lenny
Is that lawdie
The Epstein affiliate?
Yup
A nut cream poop is always so classic @Orangutan
Vague posting is back
ill expose his whole s*** right now if hes not careful pause
Lenny
Is that lawdie
no
ill expose his whole s*** right now if hes not careful pause
Working at 4 am is crZy
Put me out of my misery bro
Put me out of my misery bro
😢
Whenever I start to lucid dream I suck my own d***
how many times can do you this before its gay?