So cats was really big on collecting stuff that was limited edition as well as owning a physical copy for anything. i think he has so may things on backorder and every time his mom receives something for him, she gives it to me and i don't even know what to do with it. i look into a lot of what he has though and the most recent thing he has was a cassette tape IRLY-Sewerslvt. its her limited edition ocean blue and i really like her music, i listened to some of it and its nice. but i don't know what to do with any of it. like its his and stuff, and all of his items that comes in the mail I've just been putting on his bookshelf. its really sad that he's not here to open any of it

i don't even know where i was going with this, i guess its just a rant or wtvr.

Sounds real difficult struggling to make use of different things he bought, but as awkward as they might feel to keep around in a universal place, they're at least a sweet way of keeping part of his presence around.

Maybe as time passes you can understand some of his belongings better as you keep exploring similar interests or looking into things yourself. Keeping all of them in a place you remember is at least better than when people dump special items in garages or closets and never know where they're guaranteed to find them.

yeah, i feel like i learn more and more about him everyday, he was an interesting person, some of the things i find i laugh about but there are some things that i find a little scary. but there has to be a reason behind it all ofc,