Actually helped me alot to see how ppl were literally experiencin these issues and how they tackled it
It normalizes it for u
Within ur limits
Not theirs
Plus were basically wired to overthink
Learned to accept the groove of the moment. Be a little more nonchalant
That's real
It does...
Theres a reason im here and not where am posed to be?
There's a reason all them s***s happened in ma life without me learning from it?
I have a major depressive, anxiety etc problem, all my side illnesses are on clinical and I've been recently diagnosed
Only 2 days ago i lowered my meds and immediately felt my mind exploding again ready to dissociate
I only just discovered, so logically i start to look for the things that basically helped traumatize me?
Fr wouldn't wish my adhd alter ego brain to go full rampage aggression mode in a full inner city again, and afterwards not be able to remember or relive it
And then just flat out destroy all ur close and personal relationships
So again
If u dont relate
Dont invalidate
Not every situation is the same
I respect urs,dont bark up mine
Never take a non ados seriously about american issues. They just don't get it nor do they care. They are one "minority" grant from identifying as white.
Hope that s*** bites you in the ass and she decimates you in the post-breakup “who won who lost” game you pathetic chump
Never take a non ados seriously about american issues. They just don't get it nor do they care. They are one "minority" grant from identifying as white.
American issues
Be present. I used to overthink s*** all the time and worry about what would be the consequences.
But not I just say or do whatever tf I want and just live with whatever happens good or bad. Been doing great
If you love someone, then tell them that
Don’t drag out relationship and take it slowly to the point where it feels like a casual dating
I missed her
-Agency is not something given it some something earned
-It is actually war out there, and there are many battles to lose
Life been a huge deception
And after 25 years u realize that this Mountain of s***, trauma, delusions etc has really grown alot
And the first few ppl i contacted after ma diagnosis just flat out left me on read or said they dont give af
Or maybe it confirmed what my speedy thoughts were trying to tell me all along
What were you diagnosed with, if you don’t mind me asking?
I hope you’re doing better now
What were you diagnosed with, if you don’t mind me asking?
I hope you’re doing better now
Thanks and can't lie its still much of z struggle tbh meds do help but even then i have bad days
Can honestly tell u its still a lil blurry all, havent celebrated any holiday even
And with ADHD combined type, and lots of other mental disorder due to environment and the ADHD symptoms
Really exploded this year but i can still feel it,just need to book a therapist asap ig
Thanks and can't lie its still much of z struggle tbh meds do help but even then i have bad days
Can honestly tell u its still a lil blurry all, havent celebrated any holiday even
And with ADHD combined type, and lots of other mental disorder due to environment and the ADHD symptoms
Really exploded this year but i can still feel it,just need to book a therapist asap ig
I thought I had adhd but it wasn't really that, it's one of those things that are so easy to throw around a diagnosis for
do you enjoy your work? do you have hobbies you like and can focus on?
I thought I had adhd but it wasn't really that, it's one of those things that are so easy to throw around a diagnosis for
do you enjoy your work? do you have hobbies you like and can focus on?
Tbh like many i didn't really know what it actually was until i decided to get diagnosed and read up on it lmfao
But its def ADHD tho as said i been roasted by teachers near my whole life for being a fast and loud talker(unconsciously obv) and ppl around me too said i mumbled(adhd signs) but none ever wanted to connect all the dots i guess
And that's how u create social issues(best believe everything that involves speaking irl or phone whatever, i go crazy panic attack modus in my mind, i absolutely hate small talk too, the effort to keep ma composure,to actually listen, seem naturally engaged anf interested, not talk too fast etc u see its a whole lot of too much for me unless its something really interesting ill politely excuse myself)
And music, but i gotta wait some time till am back in rhe studio
And actually the adhd itself isnt a big big issues,its the side disorders that came with it and really got maxed out through the years without me even knowin
Like it's a complete reset, everything makes sense ya dig but then i realize how alone i actually am rn except for ma gf
And obviously its pretty difficult to cope with by myself tbh and dis critical social anxiety is making it really tough, just opening up to ma parents is difficult af
So like u really want and need to talk,but u really cant do it cause ur mind telling u nope
Just in abit of a very foggy place i guess
Sorry da semi rant lmao
Just very mad at the actual awareness like u said
Ppl throwing that s*** around so easily
Heard it a billion times pasted on every white kid
But check up on a foreign kiddo? Nope they just gonna suffer
Add racism in the mix throughout ur entire youth afflicted by all races and never having someone to dump ur emotions
And its just a ticking bomb