This too

I always tell people that if I do miraculously acquire a ridiculous sum of money, that my guilt and paranoia would force me to practice good karma before anything else.

Like I need to make I've proven to myself that I deserve to be given this money? If that makes sense.

Like I'd write a check to every school I've ever attended and then donate to a cause before immediately moving out and taking care of my loved ones.

Bless people in need