Was in a "situationship" with this lady I met online for several months and she lived far away from where I resided (Live in LA but she was in Sacramento). Another age-gap situation, with her being 10 years older than me. We immediately clicked with each other, started getting emotionally vulnerable and opening up on a deeper level. Here's where it gets weird: Down the road we started creating stories and fantasies about gay characters, some of them being illustrated and fully crafted with a plot. Never knew I'd engage in something like this with someone else, given I had no LGBT tendencies in my blood. It was my lowest point in my life honestly (Up there with me holding hands with this chick without doing anything), I was just down bad due to being a workaholic and constantly looking after my family.

Cutting to the chase, I insisted on meeting her halfway and grabbing a coffee together. Kept on giving me excuses after excuses to where I finally pulled the plug and told her this isn't working anymore. No lie I'm taking this to the grave, didn't even tell my GF about it. Now to be clear this was several years before meeting her.

I've never seen something like this before, are you saying you'd meet up with this lady and lie in bed together inventing fictional gay guys?

you can't be serious man

Just admit your gay

No because on the low I had deeper feelings towards her and was interested on taking things into next level. Who knows, but it was something we were doing after a month of getting to know each other.

I'm not

I got a heater but I'll never tell it

Some s*** when I was a kid

bro you gay

Did you use an a*** plug? You said you pulled the plug

Man what

Meant I threw in the towel and cut things off with her

Tbh I don't see what's wrong with op story, sounds like u met an interesting friend

willingly posting in this thread is crazy

Why the f*** would you share this with KTT?

You cut your d*** off???!

I used to piss in Starbucks sinks

She s***ted you out to them gay thoughts fam.

It’s ok if you are fam don’t be ashamed I’m not judging ya

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